Life is like a drug
Your high when your on it
And down when your not
Lows and highs
Feels like your flying
Feels like your drowning
Feels like you don't know
Wake up thinking high or low?
Up or down?
How is my mood today?
How will my day be?
What can I do to feel happy?
Will I smile will I frown?
All questions we can't aswer until the day is over

You stole my heart
Blood and all
You will keep it when Im gone
In your wake my broken bones
I flow away like lava, heavy like stones

It's so dark in here
So cold and lifeless
It's not fair
Why is my heart made of stone
I wish it was loving
Not a lump of rock
Not a bomb ready to go of
Why me, I wish I was caring
I wish I was loveable
Everything I'm not

My life has not been taken by its owner like I thought
I'm glad I'm still here because life has gotten better
My hope has gotten stronger
I will survive, I will stand strong
Although I think the worst is over I doubt that it is, I just hope I have people like you guys to stop me falling into a grave dug by myself
You kept my life, your my motivation to survive, I stand here today because of my friends, family and teachers
Thank you for not burying me

The rain sparkles on the mountains
Just like the tears sliding down my face
The Earth is spinning round and round
Just like my confused mind

It's so dark in here
So cold and lifeless
It's not fair
Why is my heart made of stone
I wish it was loving
Not a lump of rock
Not a bomb ready to go of
Why m I wish I was caring
I wish I was loveable
Everything I'm not

The wind in the trees
Leaves rustling in the breeze
Water rushing down the river
So cold it makes you shiver
Nature is so beautiful
So fresh, so new
The sun is shining
Just like you

It's hard to see
But I saw it
The smile
The smirk
As I cry

The wind is a force
As is the sun
The light is gone
Banish all fun
We turned the world
Made it change
It looks so different
Fells so strange

I'm running so fast
I can't see the landscape
What if I'm in the wrong place
What if I **** a wrong turn
I wish to go back to the past

At the start I was sure I new the way
But now Im worried I messed up
Stepped onto the wrong road
I wish I could just stay

I will miss this place
All it cracks and dents
I will miss the peace
I will miss the freedom
I will miss my friends
But most of all
I will miss you

Hollow heart
Stricken brain
Deathly spirit
Mental pain

Light not there

Tell me your feelings let me in
I'm knocking on your door
I'm here for you always
Tell me if your ok
I'm here for you stubbornly waiting
You know I'll keep asking until you say
So just tell me straight out in the first place
I know soon we will be divided
Painfully ripped apart
That's my fault, I'm sorry
But why should I be
It's not like were best friends

Hound of blood
Velvet red snow
Red liquid flood
Deaths wind blow

Your happy smile
Your darkened heart
Your emotions deep
I can't understand
Your so much like me
You act a clown to hide it
As I do
That's why you aren't my friend
Your my saviour

I’m alone in the dark
I’m nocturnal you see
No one at all will talk to me
They are all asleep
Not even a peep
Will come out of their mouths

5 days and 1 night
Happiness ends in time
Sadly I know when
In 5 days we part
Say goodbye
Get our hearts broken
By a force we created
It's called friendship
It's stronger than metal
Yet weaker than a petal
And I love it
Live my life because of it
So thanks to all the friends
You make living worth it :)

Up and down we go on this ride
Sometimes I think I want it to end but then I look at you and think would I really want to lose her
I don't think I've ever really wanted to see you go that's why I cry when we fight, smile when you say you care, fell warm when you hug me and fell cold when you don't
Missing you was always going to be but I just can't see myself smile with out you on my arm

Tears are salty, bitter, pointless
I hate the felling they give me
I fell weak, blind, dead
So why do they keep falling from my eyes

Im lost in the happiness of my pairs
Trying to smile, trying to live
Im lost I cant find a way out
Someone through me a rope
Pull me out of this endless pit

I give so much light
Yet dark is all that returns
I fill the world with happiness
Yet I am sadder than ever
The smile on my face covers up my scars
No one but you can make my smile true
I will miss smiling

If you smile
It doesn't mean your happy
If you laugh
It doesn't mean you find it funny
If you say it's fine it means is not
If cry it doesn't mean your sad
If you leave someone
It doesn't mean you dont love them
It means is so hard you have to do it slowly, push them away, so when the time comes to say goodbye it's not as hard
It's human nature and we can't help it
I just want to say I love you all

I'm crying because I know
I know I'm gone, lost
I was always so stronge
But I now fell so weak
So pointless and dumb
The tears that fall from my eyes
There for you, I'm sorry I love you
I'm sorry I'm drowning, sinking
I love you Molly

I cry inside
There emotion will hide
I can not let you in
It's to dark to sad
I'm sorry I love you
People close to me get hurt
But the closest to me sink with me

I'm confused
I'm unsure of who you are
Your words cut deeper than you think
I don't now if your words are true
All I know is that your you
I can't change who you are
I'm not even going to try
My only question is why?
Why do you mess me around
Just give me a message loud and clear
Tell me so I can hear