I let him **** me
until my stomach
was twisted in knots.
I laid on his bed naked
for the next hour,
writhing in pain.
Everyone told me
it was supposed to hurt.

He slapped my *** and told
the boy it was mine.
And by "mine,"
he meant his.

I missed him
so I slept with
my best friend.
I cried everytime
he stroked
my cheek.
He always loved me.

He punched the wall
and chased after me
out the door
down the stairs
outside
into the parking lot.
Yelled in agony
that I don't
appreciate
those who love me.

I let him take her.
I just laid there.
I didn't want to be
a **** block.

I am
and will always be
the little girl
who gets up early
jumps on your bed
urgently and says
wake up

They take me to a safe place
and wrap me in seaweed til I get there.
The dark green sun is so bright,
I'm almost suffocating.
But I'm safe, in a safe place.
I cannot be found by
those who want to hit me up.
I'm wrapped; snuffed.
Till the light dims.
I can't breathe and
and I don't know how anymore.