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2.3k · Jun 2014
I hate myself
Coolka Jun 2014
I hate myself for missing you
I hate myself for loving you till this very moment
I hate myself for not being able to forget you
I hate myself for crying bc of you
I hate myself and I will forever do
1.1k · Mar 2014
Dont walk away..
Coolka Mar 2014
Where are you my happiness?
Come back I missed you
I miss how happy and carefree I was
I miss the Idea of someone caring about me and loving me
I wonder if you will ever comeback
I wonder if I did something wrong that made you walk away
I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you
Com back already I can't handle this sadness forever
I want to be happy again, with you
I missed you love please comeback
I feel lifeless and stupid but i guess love makes you feel like that
495 · May 2014
For my deemz
Coolka May 2014
Happy birthday my best friend
Happy birthday my lovely sister
May you live a cheerful happy life with me by your side
I love you so much that it's unbelievable
I never wanna see you sad nor crying
Just the thought of you crossing my mind makes me happy
Never forget that I will be here for you no matter what
Happy birthday Deemz
454 · Mar 2014
Hey there love
Coolka Mar 2014
Hey there my first love
Hey there my last love
Hey there the one I will always love
Hey there the one I always think about
Hey there the one that I sleep thinking about
Hey there the one I always dream about
Hey there the one that I woke up thinking about  
Hey there the one I will go to when I feel down
Hey there the one I miss even when I'm talking to
Hey there the one that I always crave to hug
Hey there the one I crave to spend every second of my life with
Hey there the cause of my smile  
Hey there my happiness
Hey there my paradise
Hey there my world  
Hey there my first and last love
Hey there the one who will always be in my heart
Hey there the one if I started writing about I will never finish
Hey there my infinite love, as far as infinity and beyond
My love for you is never ending
Hey there the one who's one year older now
Hey there the one I love more and more now
Hope you have a year filled with happiness, success, joy and love
I wrote this poem for his birthday but i didn't show it to him cause i dont where he is :'(
328 · Mar 2014
Confused thought and feel
Coolka Mar 2014
I never felt this way
I never wanted to feel this way
I never wanted to try it
I feel so left alone and shattered
I never missed someone this much
It hurts alot
Its so sad how i miss someone that wont even think of me
302 · Mar 2014
As usual no title
Coolka Mar 2014
I quit writing after you walked away
because my writings were for you
and now that you are gone
i have no reason to write.
Oh wait i just did
300 · Jun 2014
Untitled
Coolka Jun 2014
I hate everyone but you
I wanna be alone with you
I don't want anyone to share you with me
I miss you so much
I miss your lovely words
I miss the way you used to care about me
I miss every inch of you
I won't deny It
I want you back and forever
300 · Mar 2014
if only i can do this
Coolka Mar 2014
I wanna walk away on everyone
like they do to me
i wanna run away to anywhere
meet new people
and forget everything i left behind
if only i can do this ...:'(
297 · Mar 2014
Untitled
Coolka Mar 2014
You promised me
you said you wont leave
you said you will always love me
you said you will always be there for me
you said
and said
and said
alot of things
where are you now ?
247 · Mar 2014
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Coolka Mar 2014
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You stole my heart
Your actions
The way you talk
The way you smile
The way you do everything
Made me fall for you

You were my happiness
I loved my life when I loved you
Day by day, I loved you more

But you didn’t love me back
I didn’t recognize that cause I was a fool
You took advantage of me
You took me for granted
I’m lost now
I became a person who wishes to never wake up
When I fall asleep

You messed with a beautiful soul I had
I want to scream
I want to cry
My entire world has fallen apart
All the pain you caused is unforgettable

You never said good bye
You never told me your reasons
You just walked away from my life

My soul is broken
And what hurts more is that I still love you

I wrote this poem
With a heartache that will forever bleed

I wish I had never met you
But it happened
And you can’t change the past
Nothing is left to say..

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