I am here and I am broken,
My life a gift or given token,
My mind is completely shattered,
Nothing ever stays the same
I'm the girl he singled out,
I had to play his game

He took my will and set it free,
One love lost; not meant to be
He was now my first mistake,
He made me watch my friendships break,
And now revealed all that's written:
Love isn't real; love's forbidden

My body is here but my mind is not
I have this feeling I am missing something
Something that can make me feel great
I hope I will find this something soon
Because I don't know how long I can wait

Even though I am 18 life can feel hard
I know I am only young
But sometimes life comes up and kicks you down
So this is what I say to life
*******
I will get up and be a better and stronger person
The thing is what I have learnt in my 18 years
Life is hard but don't remember the hard parts
Learn from them