I thank God every day
for bringing him to us
we were so so lonely
and life was so unjust
we had been unhappy
and needed someone to care
and then he came into our lives
our hearts no longer bare
He enriched our lives
with kind and tender ways
and poured out his love
in sun shiny rays
he taught us many things
with heart felt wisdom
and brightened every day
with all he had and then some
Mom was very happy
she'd never been before
and now I have a father
yes, a father once more
He may not be my blood
but he's what a dad should be
and I'll forever love him
because he's everything to me

One simple word
brought 6 years back to me
thought I had released it all
thought I was free
Memories and feelings abound
but must remain silent
too much life passed by
as it probably was meant
I now wonder about old age
and how it'll be
will it be pine and fir
or a red rock sea?
I don't know why I wonder
I'm sre they'll be no change
so put te silent feelings
our of my hearts range
Be happy with all the memories
and that which I've seen
and be thankful in your soul
for all that it did mean

Their connection cannot be denied.  heir shared depth crosses all lines of reality.  An infinate wisdom, an unspoken truth.  An empty space no one could understand but is now understood and shared.  An empty space no more.  Their seperatness and likeness brought them together to share in those things which are normally beyond human comprehension.  They are not bound by the limits that ordinaries have placed upon themselves for they are endless, hungry, searching souls who reach heights unimaginable to the common man.  They soar above the never ending boundries of the universe.  Their passion is great in all things, their life rich with unsurpassed emotion.  They know eachother so deeply that it exceeds all understanding yet they understand without question.  Its as if their souls were lost and somehow came to be in this existence, for they often feel they do not belong in this reality we call our world.  They are one with themselves, they are one within creation...they are one within eachother.

Whence did thou enter my heart
my soul
devour me with thy passion
it doth whelm me
in somewhat of
a musical fashion
a classicals softness
sings in my ears
fused with rock and roll
tis what I hear
how is it that thou dost play
such song
foriegn to my time
hast thou been forward
to another asterism
to another life
whence did thou enter my heart
milleniums ago
or those yet to see
perhaps there twasnt a time
but always were

Its beautiful
its bright
its sunshine
its light
its comfot
its soothing
is pure
its moving
its unknown
its mystical
its heavenly
unconditional
its really huge
none to measure
its to cherish
its to treasure
its white
its pink
its purple
its green
its endless
its true
ist deep
it is you

Out of myself, inside myself
everythings just a dream
I wake up every day
nothing is as it seems
nothing is permanent
nothing is real
I can't see
I can"t feel
Tried to cry the other day
tried to feel whats inside
I sat there, nothing happened
seems my soul has died
Yet at times I feel so much
I feel the weight of the world
every persons sadness
every emotion twirled
I just can't handle it
so I don't feel at all
if I let it out, you see
I would have a fall
into the pit of myself
where I'm not here
this is why I do not cry
this is what I fear

I am inside my world
a world like no other
full of crazy designs,
little dots, and lots of color
a place where its safe...
Your sounds hurt my ears
and all that stuff  you call love
only adds to my fears
I don't like to look at you
I see better off to the side
but you keep after me
because you want me to try
sometimes I DO see you
and its a really weird feeling
I'm not sure what its called
so it hurts, and I look back to the ceiling
The ceiling has all these bumps
and it looks fun to me
but I did remember you
your hand out, reaching
and I know I smile to see you
because I see you in my world there
you come inside and understand
you come and want to share
It's easier that way, you come to me
and because you see what I do
sometimes then
I want to go with you
to your world, yes
I wonder what YOU see
so you gently guide me there
oh but its so scary
You taught me touch doesnt always hurt
you holld my hand and its okay
so then I watch all you do
and I do it too..uh oh, I'm going away...
The colors and patterns, there you see?
have pulled my attention
I've lost momentarily
your dedicated direction
I hear you ask me something
but its all a jumble
I see all the colors moviing
and the designs together tumble
Its so neat you know
I remember you though
so I look sideways at you
and wow! your seeing it too
so we share for awhile
in MY place
you never give up, I am curious
so I follow your face back into your world
just for a minute