After continuous failures.
You wanna say goodbye to the world.
you just somehow dont see around a savior.
left with zero words.

Unwilling to talk.
talk to none.
maybe not even take a walk.
not even do stuff that  can stun.

Tried of sobbing.
ranting.
screaming.
Aloud.
aloud you howl.

Nobody to listen.
Nobody.
Left with zero listeners.
Too.

every night you talk to yourself.
in the mirror.
what do you see?
just tears.
tears blocking vision.

vision of a better future.
maybe.
future is just an imagination.
unable to see whats coming next.
whats in you?
frustaration.
again.
Zero peace.

That love of your life is just too far away.
far from your reach.
unable to even preach.
preach,what you loved to do.
but you miss him.
but also not.


you have him there,in your mind.
Your heart.
and that band right in your hands.
also you speak to him.
not literally.
as if he's actually listening to you.
you go crazy.

you dont see him all the time.
not even talk to him always.
know he is busy.
you still,do miss him.
wish you could just fill in
the gaps between the two of you.
Here it is.
again.
Zero Company.

thats how it goes.....

Well,this is going to happen.
probably,most of the time.
but there's also nothing.
absolutely zero .

Then, as now, it was just uncomfortable.
Now, as then, it was a lifted chin and a crooked smile
that said more than
they would ever allow themselves
to communicate.
why?

dreams of you.
dreams with you.
dreams all about you.
be it night
or pure daylight.
i'm crazy?
o'yes.
I love you?
you have no idea.

life would've been a lot happier
if those dreams werent just
dreams.
but dreams....
that you fulfilled.... dreams
that were
no longer black and white
but colored.
i was to be living those dreams.
and be the happiest woman on earth.
is it possible?
no?
yes?
please?
for once?
TRY
thankyou

you pick up the phone
and drop it again

'cause you know you'll not
say anything
                             Love bound us,
and now
we are trying to bind our hearts.
So helpless,you can't
get through             it          
                                     and then when I see you
  giving me a cold shoulder
I couldn't stop

    those tears from my
eyes
         they gushed down through,set all the fears
At the edge of this time,I promise you

I'll fade away from your
          life ...........  honey,I promise you.
because
I will,
          I have
and I always had
**loved you

I can't see you
I can't smell you
I can't touch you
& I can't feel you
but,
somehow
I know u're there.

And everything
seemed almost perfect.
just for a
day

Leaves me in dismay,
What else do i say,
in god's arms I lay

With my eyes shut,
  hoping for a better tomorrow to erupt
I've ,suddenly,
nothing left to *say