And everything
seemed almost perfect.
just for a
day

Leaves me in dismay,
What else do i say,
in god's arms I lay

With my eyes shut,
  hoping for a better tomorrow to erupt
I've ,suddenly,
nothing left to *say

And all those promises were mere lies
and now i wish they were true
tears gush down my eyes
i wish you had worn into my shoes
to realize that my love for you was true

all those stories of us now dont mean anything
because i've got no one to tell them to
i always prayed,that i was made for you
when those blue eyes watch a girl
who isnt me anymore
i break down

your texts used to be the sweetest
stuff in writings ever made for me,
now that you've become a torment in disguise
having a look at them,makes me wanna cry aloud
because they are nothing,but memories
faded in a black,dark cloud

But one thing  
i promise to you
     i will never call you ever again
because
    all what matters is  your  S m i l e ... (: :)
which lies only when we are away and apart.

I never wish  to wake up now,
                       because i know there are no more missed calls to wake up to.

Now that you have left,


                  I 've nothing else to expect.
I hope you've moved on,
   but
our
past    together is what
has now moved me *

*how do i move on?
    when you make me stationary
in this mighty
world ,
we   o n c e shared,
and now we're no more paired

I can't see you
I can't smell you
I can't touch you
& I can't feel you
but,
somehow
I know u're there.

you pick up the phone
and drop it again

'cause you know you'll not
say anything
                             Love bound us,
and now
we are trying to bind our hearts.
So helpless,you can't
get through             it          
                                     and then when I see you
  giving me a cold shoulder
I couldn't stop

    those tears from my
eyes
         they gushed down through,set all the fears
At the edge of this time,I promise you

I'll fade away from your
          life ...........  honey,I promise you.
because
I will,
          I have
and I always had
**loved you

Can it happen when you havent met him?
or can it happen just because you love every single thing about him?
maybe its because you're so much into the cliches of that love film
or it mgiht be because of his goodness? that fills your heart to the brim.

love is like the most powerful thing in this galaxy to me
love is something that isnt bling,but can know what others' cant see
love either keeps you up all night or keeps you dreaming in pure daylight,
love can make you go crazy with those lovely dreamily sights

you know that it might be either miles or worlds apart,
but you can always feel it in your heart
you talk to yourself,wondering what he might say in return
its his look towards like,thats the topmost thing you've to learn

he is a physics freak,while you love psychology
two people of quite an equal wavelength ,but with love's definition,have a quite a strange parallel methodology

you say'love happens when you know the person very well,respect him,admire him,love his nature and everything'
he feels ' you can only fall in love when you are cozy with the other person and no other thing'

Quite sad to know he feels the opposite
h has a wrong perception with love even after being so exquisite
it makes you wanna cry that you both wont become one
cause his condition for love;can never be done.

you talk to him for hours on text or phone
but as you say I gotta go,all of a sudden you feel so alone,
waitin' for your Mr.therapist to reply soon
your hear skips a beat when he calls you MOON ^_^

you know he is quite  sorted,while you're a mess,
you think of him constantly so that you might cheat your brain thats in terrible stress
every single time you cry or feel like you just might
the first thing that pops up " he'll make it happen,then what to fright?"

knowing you guys wont see each other ever,
still you have that optimism that you will wait for that FOREVER
he is the man you never wished to have at all
not the sexiest ,not the cutest,but the best for sure, of all

that moment when you know from a third person
he kind of likes you,but just because you're TOO young,losing interest
makes you wanna serve treason. :(
But you want him to know,thats not fair and must get it straight
that your love would wait.


Because you wish him to fix it all for you,
and you'd love to fix him too.
when you talk,you dont know how time flies by,
leaving him makes you more to cry.

all his favorite movies and songs turn out to be your favorites
wanting him to keep in touch with you,becomes your mission like a pirate.
and it just feels like ,he was always with you on these long nights
in another city  ,he was right there,always right.

Some nights you cry casting on your bad luck,
some nights you wet your pillow telling yourself how does your fate ****.
expressing your love and affection to him in the mirror
your future sans him gets all very clearer

you want him to feel that there's a chance for god he gotta take
because you both can make this into something that can last,last forever.
You want him to cheer you up in all the good times and the bad,
as he was the best you never had..

dreams of you.
dreams with you.
dreams all about you.
be it night
or pure daylight.
i'm crazy?
o'yes.
I love you?
you have no idea.

life would've been a lot happier
if those dreams werent just
dreams.
but dreams....
that you fulfilled.... dreams
that were
no longer black and white
but colored.
i was to be living those dreams.
and be the happiest woman on earth.
is it possible?
no?
yes?
please?
for once?
TRY
thankyou

me gustaría
estábamos todos contentos
de la misma manera
somos
cuando un hombre se acerca
nos invita a salir.
dice que está dentro de ti.

Pero, creo.
voy a seguir deseando
probablemente
mi vida wntire.
porque tales momentos
Arent significaba
a ser para toda la vida.

son sólo deseos.
deseamos.
y permanecerá
sólo
puro
deseos



(translation)
i wish
we were all happy
the same way
we are
when a guy comes over
asks us out.
says that he is into you.

but,i think.
i'll just keep wishing
probably
my entire life.
because such moments
arent meant
to be for a lifetime.

they're just wishes.
we wish.
and will remain
just
pure
wishes
.

After continuous failures.
You wanna say goodbye to the world.
you just somehow dont see around a savior.
left with zero words.

Unwilling to talk.
talk to none.
maybe not even take a walk.
not even do stuff that  can stun.

Tried of sobbing.
ranting.
screaming.
Aloud.
aloud you howl.

Nobody to listen.
Nobody.
Left with zero listeners.
Too.

every night you talk to yourself.
in the mirror.
what do you see?
just tears.
tears blocking vision.

vision of a better future.
maybe.
future is just an imagination.
unable to see whats coming next.
whats in you?
frustaration.
again.
Zero peace.

That love of your life is just too far away.
far from your reach.
unable to even preach.
preach,what you loved to do.
but you miss him.
but also not.


you have him there,in your mind.
Your heart.
and that band right in your hands.
also you speak to him.
not literally.
as if he's actually listening to you.
you go crazy.

you dont see him all the time.
not even talk to him always.
know he is busy.
you still,do miss him.
wish you could just fill in
the gaps between the two of you.
Here it is.
again.
Zero Company.

thats how it goes.....

Well,this is going to happen.
probably,most of the time.
but there's also nothing.
absolutely zero .

I'm a girl.
probably my biggest sin.
but how am i responsible for it?
sometimes parents just dont seem to get that a girl needs to have things done her own way as well.
not that the teachings and prohibitions work.maybe they could just softly tell.

alas! they dont.
they just wont.
wont ever understand.
why?
because they are experienced.
Seriously?
*******.

How much we suffer,when they out of anger spill out the words they actually had inside them.?
"Would've been better if you die" "cant tolerate mishaps" "never ever try doing this" " our Respect comes first" and stuff
What about me?
when i am the one who is the reason behind insult.
am i also not the one being insulted?
or is it just the parents.all the time?
NO.
Just not.
but who'd ever listen?
nobody.
even friends wont.

friends wont always hear you crib.not always.they'd probably drop out.
or in one way or another, rant themselves and wont listen.
so left with just?
ourselves.our lonely souls.the fate that *****.unlucky us.

thats what happens.
happens to me.
all the time.
maybe you too.
but who cares?
Nobody.
you get grounded for every minute stuff that goes wrong.
harsh words.
we face.
harsh meanings.
we imbibe.
harsh feelings.
we succumb.
harsh parents.
WE accept.
but us?will anybody please listen.
please listen to me?
I have nobody to actually talk to.

tears run down with the speed of a train.
you tryna not to.
showing how strong you're.
making yourself believe you can.
you can fight.
surely can.


after a minute.
You go . Inside the washroom.
or probably its your pillows you wet.
scream like crazy
that why you?
why did god gave such an unfortunate blessing.
parents like them?
Nobody answers.
still.
except the vicious,devils inside you.
screaming out loud
"DIE is the solution"
but no.you're strong enough to say yourself that NO.
I've something more to do.



Tell him?
too embarrassed.
to confess.
on how your folks treat you bad.
they say they love you.
but.they are actually doing everything that any other parent'd have done.
nothing too great.
but who'll listen?
NONE.

talk to myself.
ignore my folks.
act crazy.
act like you're dumb.
listen more.
any which way you try to opt.
you suffer.
only you.maybe many like you.
But who can? listen to...
All of us?
All our hurt?
All our pain?
NONE