Gaped by a fence post wrapped in razor wire

By a starving aids infested flaming gay vampire

While a pack of memorized apes fling ****

And get lubed up for full contact *******

My body wants to jump the bullet

But the guns to your head

As your pulling the trigger

Cure for the long sick silent planet

Purge of two thirds

Rivers run red

Rise of the once meek disenfranchised masses

Apotheosis epoch of unchecked violence

A war to end all wars

Can't you hear the trumpets sounding

keeps me awake at night starring at my lance

Blinded by big brother's burnings

Bummed about all bummed out

Blithering babblences at brothers

Burying closet bone sets

Bleeding pink, Bonaparte

**** smoke medium scrying wind waves

Bark at the moon like a ****** green knave

Battle calls but no battle found

Brake the silence, breath the ground

Crumbs of sandman dust spent flake off dry eyes

Waking up to the lies a mother crys

Her child died for big brothers pride

It burns inside

The fire alive

And hungry

Warm fog wall running

Hits me like epiphany

Crawl home eyes flooding

Miss you so naïveté

Nice to see a wining play

The past suggests its just mirage

Ill keep my options open

But if you ask me its self sabotage

what god is to blame?

I have no one to frame

my life from remembering point only pain

this hole inside me

setting all my love free

forgive me if ever its pointed at ye

as I emphatically bleed

I silently plead

let this twisted tower fall

and behind it leave me

I can see all the strings

but I'm bound against pulling them

my physical pain manifest towards forgetting that

a world in my clutches

to smash in a fuss

you would think at the least id be able to find love

but the ******* above

they seem to push and to shove

but never in my favor

always greed their thinking of

so a warning this day

to the gods in a way

if i must ill supplant you

and that's all there is to say

Cold rolling fog

Unforgiving scream

Blood spills on the floor

Wake me from this dream

Braking down I feel ill

Drowning in earths expanding gravity

Perpetual pain with nary a gain

In this gray scale faux calamity

Daring and dashing

My desperately splashing

Just keeping my head above sanity

So I believe my eyes as I look to the skys

To see satan in the clouds rolling extcy

**** me quickly I don't want to think about it

Alone from conception I relish the chance

A lover and romantic longing always for a tragic ending

Civil disobedience my blood stain on his pants

Down, down, down, a voice whispers in my head

Maybe it the last of me finally falling dead

Down, down, down, like a mantra for my mind

Simply put my life is less a mountain more a slide

Baron Bill forgot the thrill and forged his long lost daffodil

the casting failed and always will the past is gone regret is real