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 Feb 2015
John B
Wake up half past midnight

Dreams of war still on my mind

Sleep in place of thinking fore mind rotten over by passing pains

Blood in sink from vomiting bile and acid

Stained red from holes bored deep in my chest

Smoke my self stupid and go back to bed

Cold crying alone reaching out for whats left

But whats left?

Memory of a time before time?

Every detail other than what I did to deserve this?

A memory of the perfect women I myself have never met?

A malignant vision soiling all other women to my eyes.

The image of grace burned over my ability to love

Life as the paternal guardian, friend to lovers father to friends

I march on the promise of better days

For the first time a pin hole of light

At the end of this flawless darkness a beckoning

"your faith is not blind"

Understand just how weak I am

The passion of gods left for mortal embrace
 Feb 2015
John B
There's a darkness in me

I'm setting it free

It'll take more ***** than you can muster

To stand up to me
 Feb 2015
John B
what god is to blame?

I have no one to frame

my life from remembering point only pain

this hole inside me

setting all my love free

forgive me if ever its pointed at ye

as I emphatically bleed

I silently plead

let this twisted tower fall

and behind it leave me

I can see all the strings

but I'm bound against pulling them

my physical pain manifest towards forgetting that

a world in my clutches

to smash in a fuss

you would think at the least id be able to find love

but the ******* above

they seem to push and to shove

but never in my favor

always greed their thinking of

so a warning this day

to the gods in a way

if i must ill supplant you

and that's all there is to say
 Feb 2015
John B
******* emotional

Crying along

Somewhat remember the words to the song

Tears like a bonfire

Hot on my face

I feel out in longing for any embrace

My old friend death sits his hand still out stretched

But then his daughters eyes with tears mine do catch

And the emptiness inside me

Recognizes a perfect match

And I apologize again I guess I have to take it back

Ill wait here for her the wind at my back

And hope we both keep living on until I have her back

But its painful so someone please take up the slack

Before it all comes down the straw that broke the camels back
 Feb 2015
John B
If you sit and listen

If you clear your mind and wait

Only then will you hear it speak
 Feb 2015
John B
Polyamorous conundrum

Out of bullets for my fun gun

Yet my hosts are far from finished

Whilst the smell of sage and spinach

Keeps me to concerned to run
I swear clothos, lachesis nor atropos have any concept of time.
 Feb 2015
John B
My grenades timer the count of my foot

The force and the ark my eyes trace as I aim

My ears here the echo of canter in soot

The carriage in question will go down in flame
 Dec 2014
John B
learn or die
the end is nye and little did you know
its not the end of what you know but all there is
so soon you'll see that there's a twist
that twist is that you'll see at all
you see the fall of man is carved in sand
washed away like fleeting smells on a summer breeze
its all rather romantic if you ask me...
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you may die at any moment but haven't yet and may never.
such is the fate of our world as we know it or otherwise.
 Dec 2014
John B
Yack **** **** dripping down your chin

Your smile gushing evidence of this your mortal sin

To somehow lack the clarity of mind to note your in

A bukakai and so lucky as to of met your man of sweven
 Dec 2014
John B
gargle guppy bladders in the saline of your tears

be the punchline of all joking any time you chance to hear

may your days of life be long and restless

may your nights be short and hard

may the cycle of your suffering become your holy lord
 Dec 2014
John B
Dabbling in daunting errant

Walks the line of sane and saint

Map's of mice and men immortal

"turmoils end or endless toil?"

Journey's end or genocide.....
"More meat for the grinder!"

a description for one of my retro alts figured id post it...
 Dec 2014
John B
quantum scale manipulations

in the vibration we call form

with the words of power cosmic

from the realm of constant storms

thulcandra leaves me wanting

I can fix it, as ive sworn

tho today my motivations

sadly lack corporal scorn
 Dec 2014
John B
It's in the biblical principles of ignorant municipals

only sending the signal that someone rules over all you

all your freedoms are squalor it's all a fight for the dollar

all dollars owned by the same man and handed out by the same hands

every dollar a loan with interest keeping it so

that there just will never be enough to pay it back
“Let me issue and control a nation's money and I care not who writes the laws.” Mayer Amschel Rothschild (1744-1812), founder of the House of Rothschild.

Congratulations Evelyn on owning all the worlds central banks and bringing to fruition your family's goals and ambitions sorry we cant use your money anymore you see as you print it all and charge immediate interest there's never enough to pay you back so the bills are well less then worthless and when inflation catches up? I mean minimum in Seattle is $15 an hour lets look at the math here.

when my parents were my age a soda was around $0.15 for a 12 once.
(glass bottle as well swanky, lets not touch all the rolled back materials)

So 30 years latter and the "same" soda is around $2.00

so 200%15=13.somthin or another so

13%30 is like .4or5 so

Item cost * 1.5 per year

20k car is 25K car next year dig?

not looking at material degradation we went from a coca based elixir in a glass bottle to a caffeine based sugar water in a hormone leaking plastic bottle

not looking at the advancement of demand or other factors that make this an arc not a line just measured as a line evreything is 50% more a year so more then 50% more a year....

and i just wont tie up my well being on something so clearly deteriorating....

thanks

Lord sovos #11:Envoy, emissary and acting forward logistic coordinator in our own disharmonious space: ~ imI <[-_-]> Imi ~
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