Rainy day, lost in the haze

Forgive me the sickness

I'm a little bit blazed

Whats my watch say, quarter past four?

Not like I'm hurried

Just a habit that I keep

Deep in night wile your asleep, in the AM

I think you understand just what I'm sayin

So if your feelin on these shiny Que cards that I'm ah wavein

you may roll over to the vary proposition I'm slangin  

In the AM

See it clearly past the fog my mouth exudes

Not like I hurried I just see the things your tip toeing through

No I'm not worried, I may propose that in fact I'm fairly grounded

A hedonist projecting all the **** you are surrounded by

Indulging in the vacuum created for your wallet by

The ******* that that vary wallet was created by

some dead guy, now his brother son

the CEO who follows by

A formula to keep you wanting up until your slaughtered by

A lifestyle designed by masters simply to keep you all slaves

Bye

granted I'm a loser and a bit of a ***

but It's not like all I'm after is a one night pass

if you gave me just a week or two

maybe the fun would last

and make me look like less of a run

and more like a season pass

Pardon me miss I was just siting in the wing

Observing how you tend to check your phone when one rings

Now I'm no expert on that, at least what I mean

Is if I was the one comeing id not stop for anything

I held you sleeping shallow breathing

shallow life's and shallow graves

rafters creaking rodent's sneeking

ruining out of time to play

sun is rising not surprising

looks like its my time to go

maybe cupid wasn't lying

out the door ill never know

Tied her tightly to the table

Elating her with every touch

Camaraderie we found in fable

Games we've played to temper lust

harmonize with harts on strings

pay the teller make him sing

walk the floor move with the swing

and find my self a hot young thing

tell her she's nothing but a bit6 fling

and watch her tell me everything

I play the fiddle she gave me the sheet  

giggle inside because I feel the heat

keeping her sittin on the edge of her seat

rocking back and forth as she moves to the beet

walked a block back to her house rubbing on her feet

she brakes out a 40s Marsanne and some reek

so I drink and we freak

and in the morning I peace

and yea that's the story of how I met your niece

lies cant bend it

time cant brake it

god stands at a pace

it's true unerring

kind almost scary

like a falling grace

when your weak

it makes you stand

when your meek

it makes you grand

and when it comes

it never comes exactly though you'd planed  

you cant touch it

so you feel it

wile in due time life revels it  

bet the Beatles said it best

its love, love, love, love, love...

home alone

keeled at the throne

rejecting the friends found in bottles and so

I look at the phone

my logic low flows

and I get the idea to call up an old **

but ***** brain says hay ** do you wanna bone

and she gets all ******* like ah hell no

so now I gadda wonder if the drug life blows

blow that's an idea get my dealer on the phone

Tell me why

or ****

I'm tired of trying with you;

lets get drunk.

"all for the cookie"

No **** the nooky.

If all I wanted was some *** I'd have gone about it differently.

Why is love so hard to find?

*** is easier to get if you lie.

Why are women all ****** dimes.

Cuz they haven't learned to spot the honest man by the fact they don't like him...

don't belittle me this.

why a kiss with a fist?

"cuz he loves me", as if.

"its with passion he hits"

sure to keep you on his.

"why do you care of it"

because I care of you.

"all you want is a *****!!!"

then why have I spent these years waiting for you?

knowing full well id be tainted by you?

the act you assume of me binds me to you.

I'm a pacifist willing to take pain from you.

"hes all that I need"

you need only to bled?

hes no job, your the funds.

hes a slob, cleaning fun?

hes a cheat, gave you ******.

yet you defend him on all these.

........"but I love him."

is that all that maters?, no surely....

"it is and that's that!!!!"

may I use the term brat?

"you may is that all?"

sure lets **** tell we fall....

ponder oh ponder oh

restless and wide

sky is so sky is so

restless and wide

maybe the same but oh wait never mind

ponder oh ponder oh

restless and wide

sorrow bitter sorrow

nary as sweet as they calmed  

forgiven my sins

but refused the prise of battle

in glory snuffed by flame

and curse the name of god

that made you and your beauty

and may devils burn boils and pox

on your flawless porcelain skin

for all the times you made me grovel

just to tell me off again