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never try..
said some one...
to assess your..
beloved one....

otherwise..
you will...
always live....
in pain.....

every thing..
will become...
futile plus....
all efforts.....
will  go in vain......

nobody..
is going...
to stay....

naturally..
every one...
will always....
try to betray.....

so better..
try to keep...
yourself calm....
self satisfaction.....
is the only way......

       x-x-x-x-x

*deovrat - 22.02.2018 (c)

it was a dream..
   or a reality...
     her fidelity..
      or my passion...

        * i wish to do ..
          what ever...
            she admire....
              but what if she..
                not perceive...
                  my aspiration....

*often i try..
    to look...
      in her eyes....
        peep deeper..
          in search of...
            compassion...

             i shatter..
                 myself...
                   deep in her heart....
                    certainly our soul..
                      now blended...
                        in perfection....
                          
                      ­   *****
                          
                 ­         *deovrat-15.02.2018   (c)

I wish I could express..
    my feelings…
      to confess that..
         how much I love her…

I wish I could convey..
    at least something…
      to make her feel..
        how much I concern her…

I wish I could bring..
   her dreams come true ...
     to improvise her life..
       in-order to secure her…*

I never was desperate..
     to express in words...
        may be she is aware..
           how much I admire her...

I made many plans..
   to be precise and certain…
     but never could..
      qualify to recognize her…

*Whatever I  do..
     my efforts are there…
       unconcerned to perceive..
         the extent I passion her…

              *deovrat - 10.02.2018 (c)

whatever you create...
    I like it...
      what ever you do...
        I realize it...
          whatever you whisper....
           I hear it...
              You make me forget every thing..
               I owe it...
                  you made me realize your presence...
                   I feel it....

whatever I do ...
     you like it or not?
        whatever I say...
          you like it or not??
            whatever is my act...
             you like it or not???
                whatever I do to prays you..
                   you like it or not????

you created me...
   you moulded me...
     you filled me with emotions..
       you blessed me with creations..
        but you always kept...
          some invisible veil...
            keeps me apart...
            while feel your hail...
              many efforts in your quest..
               but all in vain...
                                                    
I feel you..
  I need you...
    I owe you...
     of course a day..
      I dissolve in you..

                              *deovrat - 08.02.2018 (c)

This world certainly changes…

as the time changes…

Some more ..or less changes…


                                    **It is certain too, what is in fate..

                                        But we change…. !!!!

                                        this will never happen infect..


            *deovrat - 20.06.2017 (c)

she like me..
she hate me..
she loves me..
she distaste me..

i try to make her smile..
she makes me sad..
i wish to be happy..
she makes  me mad...

when she smile..
when she prays…
always makes me..
full of courage..

she is my inspiration..
we live together…
never felt apart ..
from each other..

although carry ….
so much pain..
never makes….
any complain..

all the success ..
all the fault..
deep buried…
in my heart..

one body one soul…
feel forever…
never think to be apart..
reason  whatsoever…*

       *deovrat - 26.06.2015  (c)

It happens ...
     I never wish such pain..
       but it happen…
          again and again...

                    *Is it a failure ..
                       failure of inner strength...
                         failure of self control...
                            or just ignorance..

I never noticed..
       In the beginning ..
         I feel forced to give thought..
                after so many re-occurrences ..

                        Yes thoughts..
                             thoughts of someone..
                                 someone always...
                                    being with me...
Who always..
     remain deep within..
        beneath the huge dump...
             of of reminiscences...
  
                            Always glow...
                               lighting in the darkness ..
                                   a ray of hope ..
                                      in the inner consciousness..
now I realize..
     its being always with me
           making me feel…
               makes me alive..

                       Its like breath..
                            make me revive...
                              its like food..
                                 makes me survive…
I feel joy..
    no pain…
      I wish it to happen…
          again and again.....


                      deovrat 20.06.2015 (c)

since the inception..
     all make perception..
        happening within..
          but the line is very thin..

                *everyone is in vain..
             searching joy and pain..
       between two ends of ..
life and death…

   passion of deeds..
         obsession of  happening..
              does really…
                   has any meaning..?

                      whatever you do ..
                what ever you earn..
           you have to leave..
  while you are burn..

    energy remain constant..
          feel  energy and enjoy
                 energy cannot be created
                         energy cannot be destroy

                    perform upon wisdom..
                  not to bother
           never dreams…
     deeds of others..

          if birth happen..
                why hurry..
                      death in inevitable..
                              why to worry…


                                  deovrat - 22.04.2015  (c)

mind blown up..
heartbeats run faster..
raised eye brows..
volatility in words...
just because of ..
some one...
to whom..
I neither hate...
nor like..

I never praise..
Praise to normal work..
capabilities..
commitment to work..
Praise to the extra-ordinariness..
Knowing the capabilities..
But the fact is..
little praise…
is proud ridden…
I never wish to hurt ..
though facing disliking..
by all means ..
I always wish ..
To remain calm..
impartial…

but in others perception..
always remain partial..…
in need…
In hardships..
depending upon..
individuals Perception..

it may  lead towards…
positiveness or negativity..
state of mind..
Illusion always misguide..
always remain side by side..
with every one…
you have to make balance..
within the dual minded state..
throughout the life…

                             *deovrat - 21.04.2015 (c)