I live life through music day by day
Just sitting, smoking, tearing myself apart
Seeing pictures and thinking thoughts of when things were good
Before you told me I couldn't take your words to heart
And every day you expect not to be sad or morbid
To live in the light, but how when my life had always been in the dark
To sit idly by and watch
When you were what finally again have me that little needed spark
And to expect me to be happy
Even when I have to be away from you
But you always fail to remember
That's it's hard to be a bright happy Emo
But through it all I try to stay strong
To walk with my head held high
And fall asleep with joy
Instead of a lonely sigh
And for the first time in my life, I have a goal
To wait and be patient and live without harm
To let fate takes it turn
Until the day I can hold you in my arm

I can't grasp the words,
For the things I couldn't tell.
This can't be heaven,
Feels like I'm in hell.
The explosion in my chest,
Lit by destruction around me.
Felt inside a girl,
Whose emotions Will soon be free.
For nobody truly knows,
the anger kept within.
The ashes of a her heart,
Will bring her to an end.
she screams for help,
She screams for someone.
To come and save her,
But the damage has been done.
The explosion of her heart,
And the ashes are all that remain.
The last thing you will hear,
Is her blood dripping like rain.
You will never truly know,
What she couldn't tell.
She's not in heaven,
For earth is **hell.

Always,
  Tameica Hammick
               7-13-14

Fate will take a turn they all said
But now he lay with the blood spilt 'round
Wondering if he would finally be dead
If he would finally put himself in the ground
To take such a bright place
But turn it so dark
Something he never expected,
Would tear out his heart
His mind always in a constant race
His body in constant pain,
But what else is there to do
When it only hurts to stay?
When all the things he truly desires
Are all the things that hurt the most?
That push him towards the edge
And put his everything up on a post
To want nothing but to shut his eyes
And finally see it all end
To know that the only way to make it stop
Is to simply be dead
To finally see the rivers run red
And to fall into the eternal sleep
And never again will he feel his own heart
Drive a knife so deep
To live but not love
And never again to laugh
But only take his very soul
And watch it get ripped in half