with pill-
more happies
and getting things done
without-
sit expression
knowing one equals one
with pill-
keeping blood draining
thinking at bay
without-
know the me
and the just what to say
the struggle
the turning
the struggle
and learning
the deepen
the reap and
I keep
so to speak
(this,)
the falling
the landing
the focus
expanding
and
when will I see _ _ _ again?
the however journal
of the wherever mind