I love this ever changing relation we have, through good and bad, we were better off seeing ourselves exposed, as true lovers, we're more than just friends, but why we always have to shed tears over this, we gon be alright!, but only if the same rules apply see I don't know why you wanna do you, when it's easier to follow me, and get the same results and some, it's a handsome offer isn't it, making promises, I promise you, I honestly broke them before, I guess it's fun cause see we always come back for more, the decency we only recently would hope bloom and get us in the same bed, the same sheets, the same room, I hope the words come out, and hopefully the word transforms into something that was bigger than the power of the tounge, word up!, I can see it!.. words can't even explain what I see for us, mysterious but fearless, curious, I wanna know, why my heartbeat remains slow, maybe I know or don't care, cause I know it will go there, but know it was still-easier said than done, I've done time, so in time, I know it will show itself, and be a healthy thing to move towards for our health, we need to help each other get there, don't you know we need to be there?

All about the money, it's funny how I get with it but fitted in a demographic never having two cents, of a conscious nerve, so nothing's a threat, bet on me to bet, I've not lost yet, but other things come so you know how it go, my pride comes high so the pockets on my side goes low, and oh, an arm and a leg, is not that vital when you feel safe to beg, well every scrap counts, so I guess I made it work, how far can I go not knowing when I'm hurt, never alert, it hurts to say, but I gotta make it anyway, you feel me?, I made a name, as a survivor, I'm higher, I think that you can't even try, but my skill as a wanted guy, was something I would have to quantify, cause my quality of using numbers, was worth, less than a dollar and a dream being rich so I better stay humble cause I'm cocky as a *****, which, can discontinue this conversation, I'm all up in my feelings but appealing to a nation, that did me some respect, not using my face to represent what I chase.. I'm someone they would love to disgrace.

A genius in my pen game, I'm illustrating how I'm at a lost of words, my mind drew a blank!, pulling words out the air that was lighter than a feather and brought you and me together, I'm just bound to have these butterflies forever, supposed to be dense and packed, but I work with what I got, it's made from scratch, I had a little mustard seed moving mountains like it's nothing, I respect manhood but it's always up to something just a wild *** new beginning that was in the works, soon hatched an idea and new potential had its birth, disciplined it just to represent its will, soon bringing to life what was threatened to be killed.

I used to think we don't evolve, because it's funny how repeating history is still a mystery to solve, I was runner up.. behind death itself, I hope I never get assassinated proving the rule that life can't be stopped, it trains well so it knows how to be on top, just a hard *** ******* too... I'm living in fear, my peers never saw it clear as I do, let your third eye see tunnel vision, you would need supervision from a therapist, you heard of this and it scared you deeply, that's the mission I was on, you could be a victim easily!, don't criticize me, exit or be exiled, in the wild if you try me, I know it's coming out of pocket, If I see it then I saw it already because I watched!.. the signs leading up to it to happen again, I'm self aware if I didn't care this would never end, or improve, I don't want you to choose, I'm a grown man baby!, with something to lose, it's nothing to hold, but something to somewhat control, taking a toll, on why things are sold but never can or mostly be told out of my mouth, if you know just what I'm talking bout, figure the rest out!

My brethren in this courtyard that's charged in this program that claims it can call you out your name, of course, most resist, we coexist, with different sentences from different judges, with different grudges and different cells, his is limited, mine is well thought out, in this world where we never knew better to do better, you read my letter from here!.. it's clear you're far in a different state but let it register to your consciousness, I used to be where you at!!, I wanted you to give closure that things would rapidly improve, instead I'm always on the move!, in circles!, to think outside the box is hopping hurtles, instead I need a get out of jail for free card rather than an "I wish you well", I'm ready to tell!, these retards can be hard, in regards to my peace I piece out this piece of the puzzle that never fit in my mind, it's time to see this stuff traumatized our mankind.. we may be blind but when you open your eyes in such a narrow space, it replaced your own mind with an attitude destined to fail, take advantage of the commissary given just to give a bitter taste of the mundane previous life you was living in an attempt to have this not look fully arbitrary.. and contrary to our own mental prisons, I saw this as a ****** way you could feel forgiven..they say hard work pays off, for your homeostasis your brain must never take days off, with overtime I was showing I was superhuman, with ambition to get flowing to get out the ruins.

I'm not about to enter in something I can't handle, but at least I can form my creases of sulci to make these rifts- of multi problems understandable, and hand the credit to the most high, most never know why, personal preferences I respect and make a reference to, you are responsible, respect the man, see the promised land promises honestly, the basics to be basically well equipped to hold your own- no emotional dependencies baby just got me stripped in the rawest form possible, probable I'm unstoppable, ready to be installed in the next unsolved mystery obstacle, Imma topple em all, it's the closest I can come to being focused to reaching my magnum opus, polar opposites withdraw from facing withdrawal symptoms, with systematic mess from facing stress, and being separated from knowing their best form of escape, the struggle is real, cause you know you were fake, the soul you can take, from a man that is constantly blind to his mistakes, I pray he awakes.

Case and point, I summarized my b.s., but p.s., I've just begun to see it regress!..I saw my BDNF increase with BF's and mind-body connectivity- thrive in these festivities, out more in the outdoors, it's never enough, I wanna pop out, but never want to lookout, in my own circle with newbies that think they knew me, it's getting old, but yes, I say so truly, you meet you some characters, coming to play they role with their caricature view of you, and ooh, huh, it's so cute, but too cute, I have an acute sense I can't refuse, it's never going away until I go away first move, being second guessed, do I really have a choice?.. maybe I'm lost cause I lost my own voice.. instead it found a new home, but it was stuck out of luck till two to the dome..it fell apart but it never failed, to make an impression on one's that think they fell off...their interest rose, so the business grows, sticking out like a sore thumb, many come to point to it as being a major influence, may be a hater but tune in, I wanna know this story cause it's growing on me, I'm feeling sorry but I listen so calmly, but strongly, this won't be I, nah, I only know cause I don't deny.

The headline is the deadline said where I'm resting my head, I could be left for dead, and so the comfort of my home is just a prison I construct, especially when bills erupt, trying not to be ****** and backstabbed, the backlash can die fast, a healthy risk to take as long as wealth was just at stake, call me real or call me fake, simply all that you may state, I appreciate it really cause I see it all as hate, I'm a witness when I say I know, I got no interest in this business where they gas these hoes, I'm empty handed, I'm running off that fuel that can never have me stranded, just to cap it off, I had to rap a lot, and so I'm on tour, I can't afford to stop, you'll never catch me at the crossroads on the block brotha, it's blockbuster repetition with a point to prove so I stress it to you, blessings come when you be on the move, nothing left to say, nothing left to do, I think I'll make it to that point when there is nothing to pursue.

Illegally impaired, I legally had tasted the despair of being there, it's fair, I was better than that but didn't care, so why should my well being just dare, to use something carelessly abused, I'll save you the time, stay out of my shoes, until I find I can't live without you, of course apologize, cause I should never doubt you, I'm in no place to judge but I feel I'm facing judgment, cause I don't check that *** when you pass doing nothing, you're lucky that you're not my kid, I don't know what your people did, but I got a bid to put my foot in, I couldn't-stand to see me in you, so it's one on one, come on, me and you, the tools for a healthy deul fools likely a psyche that's highly superficial, exceptions to the rule, I know, black on black crime official and I wish it was a simple way to put it, but I know I couldn't.. I can't tell you bout it, instead I'd rather show you, feels like I'm getting under your skin, I told you.. I feel I'm holding my grudge back, I'm better testifying difficult and exercising principles that clarify the clarity no man can guarantee, cause it was fair to me.

I know that I'm not bulletproof, was only left for dead just a few hours ago, I picked my poison, only brought a knife, not cut enough to cut the sudden script of how I meant it to go, my time perception clearly ****** and just had minutes to know, what I wanted simply can be haunted, conflicts conflicting with reality convicted with the dead man, feeling like I'm buried alive, at the moment when I felt that I could make a calculated return, only slated to burn to just align with the truth.. but that was fine cause it teaches the youth, though I don't want them to shoot, what was in it for them?.. higher chances of not growing my stem, I get em!

The time it took accepting myself, it took some time getting used to you too, I moved through, all the time feeling who's who?, if only you knew, how much I love living anew,  though I had a reset effect, I'm back in ***** mode seeing what's next, told me to settle down so I sang a subtle song saying "*******!, I pray you got the message", cause it can save your life, giving you the peace of mind to apply it and never try me *******, I won't pick a fight but I will wanna fight when you bark you can bite off the homework I did, I hold my purpose sacred so whoever wanna take it gotta live it, never give it, all its business you must pivot on, a chronicle of chronic dedication, I compensate the record with the purpose that I'm making one better with creation, make another great again, but being loyal to my trend, that still ascends.

Catch me if you can, I know I'm going no where fast, so who can last till the end?!, I crossed the line too much, perpetual winner, a self proclaimed perfectionist refusing the title, survival of the fittest truly was my crutch, you tell me such, I'm taking your life and who survives you, not used to saying I'm done, I can't determine when the tournament has simply begun, however, I got some faith that this can be won, waste a one and only killing two birds with one stone, it's a 2 for 1, so now I got twice the chance to single out a countless and habitual duo bringing loopholes, who knows, a way out when laid out senseless, I tried my best under duress but stress less please!, it's burning the daylight, and nights, are darker than they ever been, it seems that these full moons never end, I feel I'm howling, so no one can understand I'm drowning.

Searching for a healthy mind frame, your mentality was hooked on a fattened fantasy that is laughing at our family, I got news for ya, break your back about it; and see your paralyzed, to ever getting anything done, I find it funny how I never lost mine though, but just to let myself grow, I would call it false hope.. my hope in this reality that's never given back to me, I'm shocked, and rocked out my cradle, call me babyface; I knew that name would ring one day, judging how I always tend to think that way, exposed to this life, you better get- comfortable with it, admit it fore it get repetitive to be a critic, only a member shall attest, that it kills the vibe of the tribes that we vibe with, they about to make us go to war, I can't believe this but I feed in the feeling, it's stealing all my peace, so one wouldn't hurt, it worked so I'm free!, so don't blame me for the tore up blocks and wore down shops, you better watch your mouth, it demands respect, and we as a community, we teach the youth to keep a piece before there's unity, as you can see, the class is in session, so don't you interrupt what we've been stressing, keep ya head up, always keep your gat tight, learn to sense the scent of fools who don't act right.