Help me count it up while counting down, I'm just the one that says it counts, not guessing the amounts, racking up these tall pretty digits, I stall in a minute, I'm finished, without a doubt, and me within this instance can't even these odds, believing the reason deceives us and teaches to preach when we're off, the wisest if I coin the term, "making money is priceless, I see me rich within the drop of a dime and save my two cents of excuses, no longer a penny pincher, my words are worth them bands", causing some to flinch cause the money bought power, and managed it by working my hours, now top me!, but copy my face- and leave it in your minds, your blind but find you chase me, replacing it maybe and then have your babies off my strength that strengthens the height of my dominance, I'm in this child, let purpose be worthless unless in this game, the value increases if some aren't the same.

Provide yourself a little break, and come to take on the patience of a man who could lose it all tonight, where every move was calculated, count em all as useless if he uses them to do what he was used to doing, eyes bloodshot red where you could see all his years within the sight of his mind, I find peace in what's disclosed, cause that's what he knows..I find nothing that scares me, challenges the vision but perception won't impair me, I find that he's in blindness, and this is me on steroids, it's stronger than drugs, you see the changes?, before and after entertaining strangers..feeling sorry for the kids cause I wanna be their voice, knowing it's a choice to let them play, and live and let live, I've got a hit-list for ones that didn't get this message- I give em mercy asking "how they want it?", and that was business, cause now I've got another hit, I'll be the hit man..the proof is in the pudding..never do the things you shouldn't, but either way I'm doing what he should've did, we could've been a force, but he would've been scared cause I got enemies of course.

The air blows, in which it never cares where it goes, caught up in the whirlwind put me with hoes, that only loved when I rose and put the wind beneath my wings.. battled thugs, took the slugs, no love- cause they were just above the life and death or "living hell", all thugs go to heaven while I'm moving in a ghetto cell, but truly I started to know where to finish, now I'm back as a ******* menace, and I'm hype!, I be like, "free life!" and I'm never going back..the slave, can dig his grave on wax, eenie, meenie, miney, mo, low in a so-so way, though it's so many ways to get paid, and I ain't lying cause I'm trying to; just look at every thing I recently had been through; I really want it!, reminds me of the kind of person I adore; we both working for the better things to show, nearly equivalent but he was in the stage where you're just too young to see..simply put, this late star was an early one, I could see it in his eyes truly fore the dusk after dawn before he died, I knew he would explode, on the road to success where the best be your dreams and includes all the nights where you couldn't even sleep it seems- when I reach the sky I would shine so bright but I knew it was the limit so it all falls down just right about now when the world seems small though I'm still living large I would stall in his footsteps, never living up to them, still I try to live by what he said, I must size up to these bigger *******- if it's time to be a man and only deal with it, I would simply just say "**** em all!", but still hit it.

Business as usual, a resolution hard to commit to, maybe cause I'm trying to forget you, it ain't you it's me, it ain't me that sees things without you, ain't it a clue to you?, friends overrated, but being underappreciated by one that wants to make it on his own, grown men gotta learn to own pain, they created or it's fated that we live with shame, and be the same, am I to blame?, every step that I take is like footsteps on flames, I avoid speaking names and recently got my number changed to fit the code of conduct I must live by, so why bother?, why not leave me alone and make history fulfilling what I want for once?!, it's your greatest chance to make it, brothers put the cart before the horse and never get a chance to make it right.. cause now you're borderline on a boundary I will never compromise with the ones that try to cross it.. my unapologetic means to be straightforward, only left a brother at the crossroads, and exposed, for letting it get this far...I guess it's a bar, I could never set.. or maybe I'm just eager to stop, giving up too fast, I should make it last, in regards to your *** strictly judging from the past, my hindsight caught me from the blindside, but I don't give two *****, I've been reality's *****, and it led me, to following instincts from my mind.

My last thoughts about us first of all came last cause I first would let them pass, and ask later.. I worried more about it tilI I only offered more to you, I know you want the quality, I speak less, and I'll tell you more about it when the quantity with us being together is more, I need space just to count what we have now valid, it's easy to add more but take away what you had now you wish to add it, I'm only moving forward if I see what's ahead and if I wish to go back-allow for something new and let the old school innovate and invent a new classic, who doesn't love a fresh start?, all I hope is that my flesh will keep an old soul, and be the lover in the dark when the light is dim, if you ask for too much I grin, and say you have a lot to learn, so baby go with the flow, and when you know the time is right call the haters wrong, and there you go, now show me some love.

Close call, a false alarm, you know we always keep it true, we mean no harm if you respect what we've been through.. you know the danger which I speak of, it was the bridge to walk on, raggedy and rugged, being ***** saying **** it, if I can't see my beauty while I'm down, I'm uglier when I was up, forever I'm down with this ****, so save the *******, I'm raw anyday, anyway, anyhow, many who, bite my style, but won't die being proud, so you live feeling locked down, shot down, shellshocked, and shout out- to Chi-town, it's shoddy, dying for your rights so you will die with your endurance, put that on your life so you can keep your life insurance, I rest assure your life right after death will be amazing, you live within our minds and have us lose our fear of dying though the future's looking hazy.

The glory days, a story told so many ways, but let me phrase it for beginners in a maze, I'm more than happy just to welcome you within mom & pop shops, barbershops, liquor stores, candyhouse, sugar daddies, we all together in the Sunday Service, it was the one day, we all got along with new purpose, my brother on the block thinks it's beauty on the surface, but he knows goody 2 shoes bad when it's time to walk the walk and rehearse it, he quickly killed my spirit so I ride with my boy, he a real *****, but his tangibles are ****** up, he's trash only treasure to the trash that allows him, to talk ****, you talked back and he lost it, I can't defend you, cause it offends me how you took it first, he's not the first to make excuses, or just to prove a point by pointing out he points the finger at the one who has his hands up, winning our sympathy, made a run for his money, but he just, had his hands out and we said "**** him!", were we a helping hand to his demise?, I'm buried in my hands deeper than he'll ever be, do you feel me?, get a kick out of it as I kick another line, kicking rocks at a crossroads, and soon you'll kick the can, I chose to kick my habit when I lost both legs as a veteran that lost his own mind with the feds, & company.

I can't go missing cause I listen to the gun that made me show up, it pops off, I pop up and shot from the start, accurate enough to be better than what I aimed for, this is what I came for...distorted in the matrix, I enjoy my animation, and though my hype is patient, vibrant vibes are my vibrations, can't try to hide hating, someone taught you wrong, maybe cause they love to hate the love you hate to hide, forgiving all the Saints that beaten my boys down, they try to teach em how to be saints and never get complacent, plus they keep it on tape to make em remember the days of old, the wild wild west learns the ways of the ***** south, better watch our mouth next time, if we can collaborate we make it last forever, though we show em all our skills that prove we're better than we were, might injure each other we should expect the friendly fire, inspires us all to not retire as an enemy, we shall be higher.

Back against the wall, running into blocks stop me dead in my tracks, seeing ghosts catch me though I ride plenty deep, hard to sleep!, analyze battle cries, tattoo tears, I wash away with the holy water, not cursed by preachers that baptized me in this game, I was a game manager that sought to prevail, my game fails if my ears sense thunder under stress, my opponents love this test, what's to know!, or show I'm aggressive- with the pace of spoken words so soft and subtle, it's hard to get em fast enough, I picture them as being last words, beginning to make sense when it's all said and done, patience brother, cause our mother hasn't let go, for we must hold on and take our time, for what we know can't outshine our intentions, and plus my comprehension, recalls me naive I forgot to mention, another humble break fore I break loose, I know it feels uncomfortable but yo, it's no excuse, can't have it how I want it, I wanna help you understand it, and I hope GOD surely planned it, you're a player, play on player and play your role, the integrity within your soul, I can't control.

I'm bout to wish upon a star, and wish that there is something new up under the sun, and take the light years lightly, I've been a dreamer, but now a visionary, convince a missionary this is the life, you could die being mislead, I had a fear to the leader, the fight or flight sees it as a threat, betting this is critical, so I've expected and accepted overthinking cause my thoughts were better than the moment, until the unthinkable happens, I'm comfortable as a party planner cause it fits the people I invite, although within these nights I get carried away and bring some people who I know can turn it up a notch, paradox!, I'm bout the team!, although it seems.. when time clean up the mess it's on me!, count on us, to be the unpredictable destroying your trust, but keep it entertaining cause you'd never count us out.. it's a must to see us!

I took my own kindness as weakness, I know my strength is being honest, trust me, you don't want me to expose you, my comebacks- were underrated..you gets no love cause my fear was stronger, although I hate it, I think I love where this is going, cause now I know you're close enough to knowing I could end it- whenever I change, or maybe not so fast!, remain in cruise, cause when I played it safe, I had nothing to lose, I know it's golden, and brothers will begin to be jealous and when they take what they want, still I'm keeping my peace, many fish in the ocean but who knows that they're in water, and they could drown at any moment, which makes it harder, for me to reach the top and take the risk with slight return, cause when some see you slipping they could splash in your face, keeping my head above the drama underneath, while getting some head from one that cheats, I'd rather be dry rather than leak.

As I'm moving up the ladder.. I found a medium with living large, small talk matters, but locked within this talk that for LIFE..  that you being a prisoner- can never break from the prisoner mentality because you guard it with your life!, just a theory from a thesis that was hard for me to try to debate, I put this on my mama though!.. it seems you die trying!, this can't be living!, I keep my sense of humor though by adding fuel to rumors, this fire and desire is the reason I never plan to retire until I can't take the heat from the kitchen, I love what's cooking and come back for seconds, my family holds it down, I never want to meet my hero, unless I'm a villain and he got time to come correct me, but **** the law, unless I fail to see outside myself my hero will be dead to me cause now I think my parents lied to me, tried to say he existed to scare myself from coming in my own skin, but it's hard to drain his image, especially whenever I sin, if you say I hurt your feelings **** your feelings cause the way I feel about em now is not in denial, you must understand this trial fore you show up, don't try to call it how you see it if you never been there where I was, TORE UP.