you are
my stupidity
forever

......................
and suddenly
it hurts
to think
you are
not there
for me
.......................

now
i realize
we shared
something
we don't have

The thing is
I don't know
how to hate you
but
you think
I hate you
more than
anything
     -cute crazy-

its hurting to understand
that
you
really love me but
you
just
won't
accept
it

You are the
beautiful mistake
happened in my life..........
       -cute crazy-

Life is full of
expectations
  Life is full of 
 disappointments                                             ­
  Life is full of
happy starting            
Life is full of
sad ending
Life is full of
great stories
Life is full of
empty pages
Life is full of
positive thoughts          
Life is full of
negative happenings
Life is full of
sweet dreams
Life is full of
nightmares
     -cute crazy-

you are my pain
         and
you are my cure
you my sorrow
         and
you are my smile
you are my start
         and
you are my end
you are my dream
         and
you are my reality
you are my love
         and
you are my life
    -cute crazy-

so much love
go invisible
when i see you.....
and
so many words
go unspoken
when i see you......
    -cute crazy-

One day
You will miss me
like the way
I'm missing you right now...
that day
you will realise
how much
you hurted me
With your
ABSENCE.....

For the first time
in forever
I HATE YOU
for making me
feel your absence
in my dream life....
          -cute crazy-

loving you
is the crime
i will do
all my life
for i know
you will
love me
someday.....