The only thing I miss about my ex is that
he use to remind me mostly every day
about how beautiful I was
even when I looked a mess or even dressed up
he would say "you are so beautiful"
I actually started believing him
I got so use to it I expected it
even.....when he left

Its sad to say it now
when someone calls me beautiful
I cringe
because they don't say it the way he said it

because I knew he meant it

Because of you
I lost apart of me
That cannot be given back

But its up to me
To give myself
The forgiveness I deserve

He asked me " do you want me to stop loving you"?

I replied " you can't stop loving me when you never did

I'm in love with you.....

NO......your not
You are not in love with me....
Your only in love with the idea of who you want me to be....
And that's not me ....