As the years passed by
A lot of memories have been made
Secrets have been told
Yet feelings remain untold

As I count the number of years with you
My feelings remained for you
Yes, we had our own heartaches
But mine remained for you

I believe in our platonic love
But have you ever wondered
What it can be if
Our platonic love matures?

Have you ever wondered
If I can be the one
The one that you are looking for
The one in front of you for many years

I see you
I always do
Each and every single day
Through day and night

When will the day come
That you will finally
Look at me dearly and realize
That I was the one always there

Will I still count
The years with you as us?
Or will i count the years
With you as love?

It was for a short while
But i knew it was true
Though i knew you long before
I didnt know it is possible

I once thought that
Love will just come around
It did, yes but
Love can also be there

There, beside you
Just around your corner
Maybe a friend?
Maybe, you

You, my bestfriend
A platonic love
The kind of love that
No one can replace

Another kind of love
That sets you free
Be who you want to be
And still accepts you

I thank the stars
For meeting us, and
For having this kind of friendship
I love and cherish you always

in the midst of the difficult world
in your presence, a comfort i long everyday
the arms that wrap around me
when you know i need it most
the silence we share
in the quiet corners of your room
a sudden laughter, echoing
for your spontaneous jokes
and annoying yet sweet conversations
your smile that lifts up
my restless being
every unexpected touch
as if it is saying you'll always be here
through the good and bad
of what we have and will
in you, i have found a home
a home that i wish to live on
for the coming days
and rest of my life

As the clock hits 12
I thought of you once again
As the rain started to drop
My tears went with the rhythm

I hear the drops falling on the roof
Like the tears fell on my stained shirt
The clouds covering the night sky
Like the piled up tears on my eyes

I guess the gods know everything
Even down to my very emotion
A sudden rain on a midnight
In the midnight where i thought of you again

I saw you walk down the street
20 meters from where I was
I caught your gazing eyes
And your sun-like smile

Our eyes met
I stopped, I staggered
Unable to move 1 inch closer to you
Yet, you moved 1 inch closer to me

I was hesitant
But you were not
You kept on walking towards my direction
I wanted to run away
But I know I couldn't
I couldn't run away from you

You knew I wanted to
But you held my hand
Your gentle press
Let me knew that it was fate
A fate for the both of us

To meet in this single space
In this time of day
In this very moment
That it was not a coincidence
Nor an accident for us

I know I may regret
Meeting you that day
But still, I didn't stop
And here we are now
I am the one walking towards you
And towards the fate we will forever be bounded to

On this very bed, I lay down beside you
With blankets keeping us warm
A faint light to see your kind face
And exchanging breaths
For our face are as close
As the sun meets the horizon
As darkness covers the sky

Love, I pray for your happiness
I may not be the one you see
As the night falls, and
As the morning is born
But know that I'll always be there

As this night ends
Let me tell you this:
Just like the stars in the sky
And the moon during morning shine
I may not be visible
But I am there with you

The night falls
Moonlight shining
Eyes widening
Cold and pale skin
Dry lips
Tangled hair
And all i see is you
Underneath the moonlight
Caressing my hair
Wetting my dry lips
Warming my cold and pale skin
Eyes closing
And all i can sense is you

As I lay my eyes on you
All I think of is
How beautiful the morning and night would be
If you'll be beside me always

I loved you like you were my world
Like how I used to look at the sky
With high hopes and dreams of you

How I used to daydream of you 24/7
Wanting to hold you tightly
And never letting you go

How I used to say I love you
With all my heart and soul
With all my love and feelings

But now, it's all just a big dream
You're now only a dream
And we're always going to be just a dream

"He asked me 'Where have you been?' then I said 'I've always been with you... I have never left you nor have I forgotten you... You just didn't realized that I was there with you all along.'"

One night, I remembered something about you...
I remembered how we used to watch the stars together and laugh about silly and random things...
As the time passed by, things became different
We became different...
I guess that there is no such thing as permanent in this world

On a rainy day, I tried to write a letter for you
A letter to express my feelings for you
Should it be a love letter? Or a hurtful letter?
I don't even know

We used to write letters to each other
Letters which contain our little adventures for the day
A piece of paper full of words and emotions in it
In which I find it simply extraordinary

I can't even believe how a simple piece of paper can ignite a feeling
A feeling of love? Maybe
Because I used to look forward to your letters everyday
Looking forward on those simple words which brings me happiness

Sadly, our letters have come to an end
It is now just pieces of paper
Torn, faded, but still in possession
Just like my feelings for you