I wear your name
like a noose around my neck.
whenever it's spoken
I choke.
one day your memory will suffocate me.
I think I might have loved you.

I wish you could look in the mirror,
and see what I see.
Beauty,
So breathtaking,
Inner and outer,
The rose petal on the water,
Floating alone,
Adding beauty wherever you go.
Maybe a tear/rip here or there,
From storms of the past,
But each imperfection,
Just makes you even more beautiful.

Do you know,
I look forward to everyday I sit next to you.
Do you know,
I think about you every time I wake up,
and before I go to bed.
Do you know,
Just how much I love your smile in my memory.
Do you know,
You are the ruby in my heart,
and the white in my bones,
and the blue in my eyes,
You are the color in my grey life.
Do you know?

Me;
I am unwritten words,
and unfinished sketches.
I am ugly and empty,
I am roads untraveled and unwrapped gifts.
I am angry words and angry hands at 2 am.
I am apologies and regrets.
I am tears on Friday and laughter on Saturday,
I am the color of your eyes,
and the softness of your scars.
Do you know
I don't know how lost I would be
If I didn't have you.
Do you know,
We are two bodies, one brain, one soul,
Do you know <3