There's so many things I want to say to my boy pride and joy always on my mind you're what keeps me alive and moving on baby its been so long since I saw you held you smelled you or felt you.
                      ARE YOU REAL?
I just want to feel you breathe my heart's ripping beneath my skin will I ever see you again I was so close to seeing you now I might be going back to the pen not to mention how long it's been since the last weekend I saw you, played Thomas the Train on the floor with you, baby boy I love you! know my love for you melts the snow keeps me warm in the cold!
                      ARE YOU REAL?
What is love?, to me like a bird a dove flying free above with no restrictions on when or what just us far from lust ready to bust away any day for any reason through any season.
                        ARE YOU REAL?
Love is the blood pumping through my veins it's what keeps me coming back and always remains keeping me sane through the pains I feel no matter what this love is real!
Lies and preception death and receptions honest pretensions with love that's getting stronger to mention lessens the tension.
                        ARE YOU REAL?
Emotions so strong 4 time seems long I feel lost and gone somehow forgotten like a rotten fruit that fell to the ground that's true. I'm writing how I deeply feel so where are you?
                           ARE YOU REAL?
They say quote do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit they say keep doing good and good you will reap? I've tried everything and not even my son could I keep! well.. now days seem long as I feel weak ready to give up from this pain that keeps reaping, cuz these tears just don't stop leaking.
                            ARE YOU REAL?
My precious child is worth worth more then my life is he's priceless never mind this time away I hope it's blinded from your life as I write this in this timeless place I  cry in, a place you couldn't pry in even if you where tryin inside Corey I'm crying nobody can say I don't love you cuz they're lying. They have no idea what it's like in my mind as I fight desperately trying to find would it could be like to be a kid playing with his daddy one weekend then cries seeing him leave and never see him again corey I never wanted to leave you I wanted to teach you how to be a man never see you sad...
                             ARE YOU REAL?

Your really literally all i got in here over death being left alone  is my biggest fear it's the only thing that brings tears to My face shedding years from my days  can't sleep at night cuz  i cant get comfortable in any way that I lay I mean wide ******* awake on countless ******* days hoping wishing waiting on a letter to come my way not from anybody or anyone but from the only girl that I love.
       I call and I call everyday so you know my love isn't fake or being faked  4 days on countless days I try to keep it together but then I'm on my knees trying to pray that  if there is a God he don't take you away from me makes my heart hella weak tears falling down my cheeks begging lord please let this girl be the one I can keep I'm not trying to preach but you're the only one I can reach I'm pushing my heart through these sheets  I'm weak.
        I'm trying to stress to you my stresses I'm stressing in here, every day like a year biggest fear bringing tears because of you  banging my head wishing I was dead because of you waistin precious led because of you hatin  red because of you I don't lie but I cry because of you I'm loyal as **** and true because of you baby for real if you don't feel any of this I'll die because of you! you're all I got never forgotten like a needle in the cotton you'll never see me do! like I just ******* said I'm in love because of you.
     So can you wait?  if not from Jail, but released from the prison gates. can you wait? till I'm able to impregnate you? i ******* generate because of you I'm doing time writting rhymes because of you.
    Id always wait for you I'm begging you wait for me I have no one I care about as much as the girl of my dreams sometimes I just sit here and all I wanna do is just scream!
      You're all I have, after losing my mom, child, and dad that's just ******* half! I mean baby can you last? without being overwhelmed by these shadows that I cast, memories from the past, or leaving me for a different man? do you think you can?
If you do, then I got major ******* plans, I wanna be a real ******* Dad that raises a real ******* man that replaces all the disgraces  in my life that I have.
      Baby I know you're the one tougher then a gun hearts skipping beats when we hug, fits like a glove, only one putting money on the phone every month, man your love is stacking up! only one putting up, only one not giving up, only one staying strong, while ur man is ******* gone! say "it doesn't matter" even when I'm in the wrong, when I didn't have a job all  I could do is ******* Robb and steal because of you but like I just said 26 bars ago, I'm in love because of you!