I live in fear.
Fear of
Not being good enough.
Fear of
Not being smart enough.
Fear of
Not being pretty enough.
Fear of
Not being skinny enough.
Fear of
Not being nice enough.
For I will die;
Washed away
In my thoughs
Of
Fear.

I have lost
My strength
Over the years.
You must be strong.
For I,
I am not strong.
I do not
Think I can handle
This.
I cannot handle
Waking up.
Working.
Effort.
Trying.
It is all
Too much for me.