To the mountains and then back
Did you ever reached a peek?
I can tell you no one knows
Your story to be so sweet
Or maybe it's me, blind and deaf
Stuck and unmoving as I stand
Hearing words, seeing shapes
Was I unable to understand?

Nights, days and in betweens
Crazy thoughts, confusing dreams
Revelations don't come to me
As I lay awake in reverie
There are no pictures to memorize
Only absence to criticize
Round and round spinning away
Maybe it's time to breakaway

It's time you know
As I'm convinced that you still care
That if you wanted I'd be bare
Dispose of every cruel thought
In the same way
I'd give you the real parts of me
I'd want a chance to relive
All the things we were not

Not everytime, not everywhere
I barely know, where do you stand?
Sometimes I think I do
But through those times, through these times
Of self inflicted happy rhymes
My will always collides with you

Like a new blank paper on a new notepad
There's a past full of lies you can disregard
And go on, like we've never met before
A chalkboard eraser makes way to new lines
Unpolished sentences became perfect rhymes
We don't talk, the hearts walked out the door

And there's a brand new day and it's meant to be better
Everyone around us say we change like the weather
We never cared, now we start steady with no regrets
You know the heart never leaves without a map to get back
You can run away wherever and act to cover your tracks
I know not how, it saves the moments we're at our best

A thousand looks ago
Another year has passed
So many occasions without a show
But killer stares were made to last
It all became a new sensation
As a reunion was forged in steel
A flame ignited by your presence
Whose words denied the way I feel

What are you? How do you fit in my life?
You fit everywhere but never in the present
Future please hurry I want to be whole

I crave you always dear friend, I never stop
As I lie and say I have no hope left
It's when I find hope growing inch by inch
Liar I may be but never hopeless

Slowly and fast and alternating
Caos is vicious stopping my attempts

Please head, you know how I'm growing older
Please do not pretend, let my heart take over

So the distance is longer
These miles stretch away
No more closeness of sight but my heart writes your name
With a word, a salute, sleepy embers awake
Not of fondness of memory
But of present delight, even though an illusion
Feels so strong
So real, so right

Please don't make me dream of you
As I wake up tired and still unmoved
Restless with a feeling of dread
And another stream of tears unproved

For dreamless I long to be again
Blind to everything that comes with sleep
The sweet in the bitter doesn't feel enough anymore
And illusions are not good company to keep

Rest assured I won't be reckless,
Rest assured perhaps I will...

I feel you in every way
I see your mistakes
And I hate you for them
And you fail when you try to ammend them
Because failure is all you know
That's why mirrors are a no show for me
Because the hopeless face of your enemy
It's in truth a reflection of your own

Sing me a song that doesn't come so easy
Break it apart let's scrutinize the pieces
Don't give up now, we'll bend the road as we go
I've been so afraid but now it's time you know

It's still you and me, the melody didn't change
Play the strings of my heart as you guard your defence
I build a wall of words that you sing in your song
We play it back and forth but the lyrics are wrong

It's time we let it out let the music be true
No more rhymes than don't start with me and you
We'll tear down the walls with vibrations of voice
It's time to play it right, time to make a choice

I hate that I dream about you
When you don't even spare me a moment in your thoughts
I care like it was yesterday
Time passes, we changed but my stupid self carries feelings all the same

Drop them, I always say
Get rid of everything that hurts you
But I won't listen
And it slices me open again and again

Uncertainty and doubt
That's what you give me
But you know what?
Of one simple thing I'm sure
Someday it won't be about you
It will be about me

This is unlimited pain
There's no relief to attain
Slash, slash... there goes my heart
Another level up on this game of scars
Healing wounds reopened to bleed
Bleed me out so I can finally believe
The end is near
I need you to be my hangman

I've given you more tears than you deserve
You did not tell me
But you threw me away long ago

And all I knew is you were different
And all I know now is you're just the same
Used me up when you needed it,
Threw me away when someone better appeared beside you
So easy to left me behind....

But it's becoming easier for me to stitch it up
You will be a scar...
Once so different, so unique, so special
You will become just one more
I'm working on it,
You just didn't need to make it so easy