there was
no contour.
only
weight.
and the way
skin
gave way—
like fabric
stretched
too long.
i lie down—
not as body,
but as
the dent
left in a mattress
after someone dreams
and leaves.
the knees
are not mine.
but something splits
inside—
not pain,
but the hush
trees give
when they witness
disappearance.
a hand brushes
the thigh—
not a gesture,
but a question
folded into warmth,
a seam of skin
waiting
to answer.
you don’t ask
who i am.
your silence
already decides.
and i—
let it.
maybe i was.
maybe
i unraveled
before you looked.
maybe
just the echo
stayed.
in that moment
between breath
and the pull of absence,
i stopped
being
a name.
i became—
not flesh,
but surface:
where memory
meets forgetting.
like the fabric
that still holds
the shape
of someone
gone.
—