you said you missed me,
that you still loved me and thought about me every day.
you said i was beautiful,
and that you missed the way my eyes lit up.
you said you’d get an apartment,
and have me over every night.
why’d you say these beautiful things,
if all these things
were just lies?
sorry guys i’m crashing out.
i’m literally IN LOVE with this guy and he keeps disappearing on me. he told me he needed time to get his head straight and i totally understand that, and am giving it to him. but i’m starting to think he just didn’t wanna talk to me anymore. maybe im just overthinking it and losing my mind for no reason.
but i dunno.
ty, if you see this, please just tell me you’re okay. we’re okay…