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 Nov 22
ANA
I hated the world when you were gone.
It made flaws, unfairness and wounds.
One dawn would never come to you,
and I would never be able to see your smile again.

The vision of the future you had with me.
I could tell that I saw how your sparkly brown eyes stared at me.
It is filled with joy and adventures.

I missed you.
The candle lit up on the day you passed away.
Even though, I counted the years, months and days.
It doesn't change the fact that I am longing for you.

If I could go back,
I would hold you tightly in my embrace.
But right now, it was a wish that can never happen,
as you are there along the clouds, and I have belonged here on earth.

We are distant because of the firmament.
If God is tired of your stubbornness,
I will pray for Him to return you to me,
And I will take care of you better.

I cried until my eyes were dried.
How could you forget the blueness of the sky?
You told me not to be depressed when you were gone.
Right now, it was hard and still broke my heart.

My love, one thing I can assure you.
I promise I won't forget you.
I know, you will say to me, "I LOVE YOU".
Your love taught me to live my life the same as night until dawn.
 Nov 20
ANA
All these years, I wore a mask that was suited to other people's validity. I tried to ask for their acceptance to feel significant until it made me suffocated. Losing myself and emptiness felt in the depths of my heart. There's a hole that could never be filled by others. Behind this mask was my true self until I realized that I didn't need to hide anymore. I didn't need to cover myself from the world because love had found me.

The love I have for myself filled the hole inside my heart, exposing the true tenderness and goodness of the soul. My precious soul despite scars and imperfections, I know that I was beautiful. This love I have for myself surpasses all of the doubt and insecurities, uncovering the mask I have worn for so long, and embracing my uniqueness. This love nurtures my existence to be the best version. This love will keep me living.
 Nov 20
ANA
You were on my mind.
I saw wonderful things with you.
However, I doubt it.
If I have the opportunity to witness it any longer.

I love you truly, that will exist.
Even if I saw death right in front of my eyes.
It won't change.

If God allows me to do so.
I swear, I'll find you.
In paradise where we can be together,
where there is no pain and death.

I'm so sorry, my love.
I regret not being able to come back home.
My home is where you are.

— The End —