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 Apr 24
rishita
scrolling through my phone
watching their lives
regretting
thinking I'll do something better
overthinking
again scrolling through my phone
                                     -Rishita
idk but regretting seems cool to me...💀
 Apr 24
rishita
Our love wasn't a deal that we can make again
but still moving on seems in vain...
Read all the arcs and make it a circle🫂
 Apr 24
rishita
May 5th,2023
Friday
7:01 p.m.

A month has just passed and the other is on its way but what I've been doing after my exams ended . I feel like I'm absolutely lost and don't know where do I belong. And it's not alright because I've been doing nothing for a month. Maybe I should've been more careful about my future during my highschool but I don't wanna sit and regret about it now. It feels like everything is happening so fast and I'm just stuck at some point and watching everything. Everyone seems so busy and I know it's good that they know what they want unlike me who's just watching , scrolling the  screen and over-analysing things.
I know I should study but I am not able to focus. I'm not ready to face anyone. I know people have expectations from me and I'll feel so guilty to disappoint them.
Basically a diary entry that copied from my notes ...
May 5th,2023
Friday
7:01p.m.
( Never give up . Even if you are at your worst phase , trust me it'll get better only with time . You just need to be with people who love you unconditionally and do things that make you happy.)
 Apr 24
rishita
Why do I still think maybe the reason I never confessed my feelings
is the same reason he might have stopped himself too..
It's all in my head but I wanna get over everything 🤝
 Apr 24
rishita
The one who's trying to fit in with everyone
Why it's always me?
Now I just run from situations where a group of people are talking...🫡
 Apr 24
rishita


We'll be destroyed by our own thoughts ,
So sometimes it's better to stare at abyss.


One doesn't know what they can think at any moment and thus some thoughts make us feel guilty for having that thought .
 Oct 2024
rishita
the sun called the snow cold
but snow melted in the presence of sun
maybe you already found your 🌞
Or maybe you're the ☀️

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