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Not proud to say
Just telling the truth
Accepting my flaw
Detached as hell
I'm like air
I could be hot
I could be cold
Think what you may
Maybe even shallow as hell
It will take you years to figure out
My life's mission
To find out why no touch
Ever keeps me warm.
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I've been waiting for you
You’re so **** beautiful
How you carry those things
Then get inside my brain
Pick it inside and out
Not only at night
Even in the day
You're so **** beautiful
With such an interesting mind
You're a masterpiece
So worth the time
Baby, when I look into your eyes
I know you're not perfect
And that's okay
You keep me dreaming
Thinking at night
You pull me close
Never leaving me at night
You read my body
You Know me well
I know you too
Body mind and soul
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You are air
The wind
As you flow
So Bare
And you care
And stare
As you brush through my hair
You are my ocean blue
You look so good in blue
Boy, my boy,
As I stroke through your hair
Your eyes tell me the future
We can be vain
What can we say
We're tigers not ******* bears
You Worship me
And I Worship you too
I'm the King
But for you I'll be your Queen
And you are my forever King
My ideal dream
Best friends at heart
And lovers that finally meet.
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Allow nothing
to slow
your pace
or affect
your energy
stay forever
flowing baby
you are air
and they just tear
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Yet, again a dual duplicate
Edge of the night I arise
I flee the scene
It’s frigid and so chilly
I gasp with a puff and whiff of
a coral blooded breeze
My kitty on edge and alarmed
A feeling of mind-bending pastimes
Both portals wide & unsealed
These halls
Hold dreary & dismal riddles
Just waiting to be solved
Such a common carmine illusion
One spine chilling
Second time a state of art
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I have never met you
But I heard your energy is so divine
I have never been near you
But I heard the air is so fine.

I used to fancy about you day in & out
Until you became overplayed and so overhyped
I used to count the days until I'd meet you
But then I found out you were just like everyone else
Even after all the push & pulls
I see you in a new & queer light
I see you in pure faces in the open air
I made you a reverie
Until I realized you were a lie
My days have reformed
I want to live and breathe the voyage
Things I haven't yet seduced.

Still, I haven't met you
But somehow I know we have met before
Just in another past-life
I have never met you but I am so sure we will again
You go beyond space, time, skin, body, & mind
So, I'm telling you I'm so sure we will meet again in time
Just forget about how & when
So personal to me
I gave up my knowing
It doesn't belong anymore
If I'm listening closely I hear you whisper my name
In dark streets during the night
If I look closely I see you outside of my glass screen door
Just waiting to be let in.

You once met me and rooted passion & desire within me
Binding me to you
When I lose my creed
Your love bleeds igniting me
The knowing we will meet again
I thought I was oh so high
Until the word
You are oh so high oh mighty.
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Fascination & Disappearing
We Dissolve into pieces of Affection
The land of Appreciation
The corner of Devotion
We Lie & Dream
Watch time pass by
We follow the Beam
The rapture of Tenderness
The field of Lust & Yearning
Cherishing the Contentment
We Cling to each other
A Cozy Frenzy
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You aren’t ready
But when you are come and find me
My majestic maroon
By the bay
Throwing out stormi for new gold
My quicksilver
Sitting by the Cherry blossoms below
The sun ray's enlight tis season
Some kinda green sheen
Beats beating through my ears
I was just feeling senseless
Floating like engine oil
Painting groundless
Cooking up magic potions
Cause I’m so baseless
Can you be fearless, a little senseless
My wintergreen dream
Cause life can be so stubborn and sobering
So I’m maybe not a little tamales
A shiny shamrock
I am certain sure
You’ll be a satisfying solid sound
A cinnamon stain
Very compelling and convincing
A polished pine
Because you are so well grounded
Rose quarters are envious
So we have never met
But can we have a cup of coffee?
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You're so Wonderful
As you seem awed & smooth sailing
Honesty the Third Degree,
Could you change my Mold? My Facade?
My Trail of Crumbled Hearts?
******, Such & Such
Unrecognized, Unfamiliar Pathway
How I wish it was an expressway
Dragging me down
Before you take me home
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Quiet the mind
Count the stars
Swim in the universe
Fill it with dreams & kisses
Love of all kind
And come back to life
Keep loving baby
Louder & louder
Bleeding & pleading love
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Just like the spots on my bedroom floor
And the coffee I drop
No matter how slowly I walk
I slip & spill
Why do you always make me feel
Is there something more I need?
So I keep tripping and splashing
because that is all I know
I plan to dive in to get to know you
Like I know every split end of my own
Then maybe just maybe
you’ll turn into crystal clear liquid gold
You are just water to me
But I wish you could purify me
Only you are coffee
And you ever only always stain
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That shotgun
For someday
It turned out to be today

I pulled the trigger

Not only for myself
For every woman wronged
Every future woman that'd cross paths

Those vicious eyes
Filled with cigarette smoke
Not a clear thought in mind

He'd warp you
Squeeze you tight
Lock you in a forever fog
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He was a killer
He’d never call himself a manipulator
He once called her Aphrodite
Now he'd call her a stealer

He was a smooth dancer,
He did it for pay until it became less for play
He was a smooth talker
He always knew what to say
How to say it
He wrote them in poems
Hoping she'd read between them
But she chose to never see

He saw himself as selfless
But why did he portray and play
She was Coquette
He was a fool, so he'd lose
She saw herself in search of something pure
Gravity pulled her to another
Someone she could never forget

Now I can't wait to forget you
But still I have love for you
Wish you'd find love within you

He was a book of burned pages
While She was a firecracker
Setting fire to all pages that came her way.
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