Take one pill in the morning accompanied by this one it will help with the pain but beware of the numbing feeling it can fill you it can take you away so are you sure you want this or do you want to feel the pain.
I was broken since I can remember A broken doll for the world to view The way they stare at me for the cracks The make a face and whisper about the ugliness How they feel it is abnormal That a broken doll is unnatural with the pretty ones
A letter to my past self we could have done so much good. We could have sat silently and smiled politely but no. We turned to smoking *** in the bathroom with our ¨friends¨. Like I said we could have done so much good but we didn't like that. We liked the thrill from rebelling in some way no one would ever think of. We also wanted to dye our hair and pierce our face while wanting to be alone. We laid lazealy on the couch pretending to be as innocent as a baby. We listened to heavy metal in the dark to feel less angry with ourselves. We cried and lied to everyone around told them that we where fine. A letter to my past self we can learn to get better and heal with everyday.
Your words the burn into me like fire burns into wood Your hate is is planted in my memories like a seed in the ground Your unholy ways are forced upon me like a wave on the sand Your as faithful to making me feel like nothing as the people who go to church You are as cold the arctic and as empty as my dreams You are what I never wish to be
The roses have wilted, The violets are dead. The demons run circles, Round and round in my head. The parents are crying, Their kids keep on dying. Because that's what modern society bred, And nothing was said.
I smile through the pain I constantly doubt myself I belittle myself these cuts and scars Are A Cry For Help I need love but I have no faith I dont know how to trust people When I cant trust myself Still this is a cry for help
You are to fast and impatient You expect him to like that Your so stupid he will never like you But I want him to like me he is kind But then again we are worlds apart Stupid stupid stupid girl **** I always do this
I sit in the dark and cry I pull the blade across my wrist slowly to feel the pain That's the first time I tried She was very mean to me so ******* mean She believed I deserved to to die and so did I Suicide at 3 A.M. but it failed and I was left with scars The are barely visible now but they are still there
Alex hit me and took away my pride in the school locker rooms Gavin is super kind but broke my heart Jorden kissed me in the woods the told me I should just die Leo called me beautiful but then broke me in half when he said it was a lie There are more but I can't count all the boys who hurt me
Hope is not what I want, But hope is what I have He only talked to you because he likes the way you write I know but I have hope, why do I have hope **** your gonna get hurt, stop talking to him now But he could maybe be my new friend, or not........
You said I was stupid when you got mad at me You said that I was ugly and I need to lose weight You said I would never compare to the other girls You said so many things, but the things you never said were That you needed me or that you wanted me around You never told me I was pretty or that you liked me You never told me I was smart, you never wanted me The words you would never say
I used to bleed fear and sadness I used to have to hide it all away But then it became a habit ......... The blade I would use to bleed hope I ran down my arm and across my leg I had hope spilling out of me like words of a song I had it all but also had nothing at all I thought I was bleeding hope