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I Have lots of love As Well as hatred For My 1st Love. I Can Only blame Myself for all That’s gone Wrong. We met at The wrong Time. I never Used to Avoid Feelings/Situations. Untill I Came Across A hurtful situation involving him And I Was curious  To See if it truly worked. If Drugs Cured People’s Sadness etc. Welp, I Created a New chapter in my Life. I became Emotionally Dependent On Meth. Every hurtful Thing he’d Do/Say Id get High then Forgive and Forget. as show him unconditional love and became his Puppet. This Ruined My Life. These Poems Are About How I Gave My Soul/Body/Mind/Life To A Person who promised me eternal happiness. Who broke my Heart And did the opposite. This love and the combination of drugs? Damaged Me Completely. Made Me feel worthless. I self hate and My self esteem dropped completely.