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Mostly numb Mar 2014
I think sometimes the worst part is realizing how lonely you are
thinking nobody is there for you
knowing nobody's there for you
it can be unbearable
that is unless you get used to it
but maybe that's even worse
sorry I'm really triggered today
Mostly numb Mar 2014
and i don't know if this is love
but i know i finally feel something
you got through my numbness
and maybe soon enough you
will penetrate my heart
so I'm super positive right now
Mostly numb Mar 2014
I don't quite know what even sets me off lately
I'll just be sitting in class
and i get angry
the anger seems to consume me
the worst is when i usually have to leave
but when will my inner anger leave
and who am i actually so **** hostile at
sorry
Mostly numb Mar 2014
And its almost comical how I couldn't understand how you could hurt me
when you so called "loved me so much"
but here i am chasing between the 2 of you and i feel so overcome with guilt
that i almost don't blame you for not telling me for i can't even tell him .
Mostly numb Mar 2014
So I've decided to become silent
in hope that maybe someone will notice
for it seems as if no one would now
so I'm gonna see how long it takes my friends to notice i have become mute
should be interesting
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