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Colin Makgill Dec 2015
This fire keeps me crazy
Beginning to tire but now I'm a little too lazy
But desire keeps me wired
Maybe I'll amaze me

Her fire keeps me crazy
I'm feeling higher now my sight's too hazy
But desire is desire
So maybe she'll enjoy this maze with me
Maybe she's a little bit crazy
Maybe she'll say maybe
Colin Makgill Nov 2015
As I'm staying so much longer than I was supposed to
And I'm saying I don't know which way to go just like most do

But these nails seem extended
And the jails aren't comprehended
Holding you in place
Holding down your known space

As I'm caught in you
Stuck in this rat race
I'm cold from you
As you've left your trace
I'm calling you
As my only wish is to see your face
I'm crawling to you
Yet you're moving with such grace

I've been waiting for so long
I've been chasing for a place to belong
I've been facing my monsters who did me wrong
Where I've been wasting and running from

I'm feeling numb
So I'm staying here as I don't know which way to go
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Look Out
"How I see you, when I see you from below"
Colin Makgill Nov 2015
I don't think I should speak
My mind right now
As what I find inside
Doesn't seem too kind
I might doubt these signs
My light will struggle to be set right
So I don't think
I should speak my mind right now

As it gets pretty cold and lonely at nights
But yet standing to see that morning light
It shines and shares smiles so bright
It keeps my mind right
It keeps me from thinking black and white
It keeps my mind bright
It keeps me from thinking that I might not have the might

To keep going
To keep growing
To keep showing my insides

To keep going
To keep knowing
To keep glowing on the outside

But I don't think I should speak my mind right now
Colin Makgill Nov 2015
Let's begin now.

Let's pretend our brains haven't been smashed out
Let's act like we've got so much reason to be proud
We're the ones who make the world go round
We are the ones who have grown from the ground
Try opening your mouth and let you insides out
Let's have some fun and make it loud
Don't dwell in doubt or think too ******* what it's all about.

Let's begin now.

We've got too much to live for
It could be a bore or seen as a chore
But when there's always so much more at the core,
Opportunities left raw, left to adore
There's no need for keeping score.

Let's begin now.
Colin Makgill Sep 2015
This feeling is all I own
This loneliness when I'm all alone
Getting tired of
Getting wired
And being stuck at home

I've been setting fire to my heart
I've been letting it grow a part
Now it's dark
And now I don't hurt

Got to hide from my insides
Got to find out whats outside

Though what you've seen
When you dream
What you deem
Necessary means so little to me

You want to sit by my side
While I burn my mind of doubt
Want to spit on my mind
While I turn my insides out

I'm numb
But it don't mean we can't have any fun
I'm dumb
But it don't mean we can't do a ton

Got to hide from my insides
Got to find out whats outside

As what you've been
When you scream
What you mean
Means so little to me
Colin Makgill Sep 2015
This supposed triumph that has left me corrupt
At home this silence has left me to rust
This tiresome festering love
Makes me think my insides aren't enough

Remebering better times
Memories together in the sunshine
Tendencies of her are stuck in my mind
They're cavities that I can't fill with what I find

But what I need is no concern of yours
When I bleed, I only burn down our doors
My greed only lures me to my own guts and gore
These weeds tore and have left me raw

Now, I could lead you to my mind
I would feed you on what we find
Though I shouldn't need you to be mine
This seed doesn't seem to grow only with time

Now all is left is the morning due
With what I thought I knew
I'm sorry I didn't know what to do
I'm sorry I didnt know what I'd do to you

What were we before
What was I before
Maybe to me it means something more
Either way I can't go on like this anymore
Colin Makgill Aug 2015
Waiting up for the morning sun to rise
Waiting up for the dawning of our mind to realise
The doubt, of why we're a live
The doubt, of what it's all about
And so you scream and shout
And so you let it all out
And so you let your insides out
Now you've turned inside out
Now you've learned what it's all about

So show me something else
That will harm my health
So show me anyhing else
That will harm my health

That will calm myself
And now lately my mind
Drives me crazy on my in insides
And now maybe I'll find
Someone who's kind
Someone who's on my side
Someone who tries
Someone who isn't blind
Maybe they're in my insides
Maybe they're inside my mind
But lately my mind has been unkind
Lately my mind has wanted me to die
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