Waiting up for the morning sun to rise
Waiting up for the dawning of our mind to realise
The doubt, of why we're a live
The doubt, of what it's all about
And so you scream and shout
And so you let it all out
And so you let your insides out
Now you've turned inside out
Now you've learned what it's all about

So show me something else
That will harm my health
So show me anyhing else
That will harm my health

That will calm myself
And now lately my mind
Drives me crazy on my in insides
And now maybe I'll find
Someone who's kind
Someone who's on my side
Someone who tries
Someone who isn't blind
Maybe they're in my insides
Maybe they're inside my mind
But lately my mind has been unkind
Lately my mind has wanted me to die

Oh can't you see
It's obvious to me
Can't you just let us be
And all live ******* happily

The insane passes over me like a hurricane
Can get too much to bare the pain
The same old ways pays off as a different gain
But when I have to scratch my brain

Lifes a game worth living
Mixed in with this worthless sinning
Tricks and chicks and this selfless giving
But these memories are often what I be seem to be missing
Memories of kissing
Wishing that this tendency
Of my cranium would chill out
And harness this uranium in order to dish out
This power that let's us realise what it's all about
This tower let's us open our eyes and release the doubt
Where if you'd fall you'd probably die
But at least we are alive
And our two feet are alright

Stepping forward you might fall down
Might sore in mid flight for a while but will soon hit the ground
This air is rushing past your face
You are moving to fast can't keep up the pace
Don't have time to leave a mark or your trace
What's in your mind other than that darkened place
What's in your mind
What's in mine

This darkness is growing
Yet not quite showing
Or with anyone but me knowing
It's still there
I act as if I don't care
I bare it to make life worth living
I wear it even if it hurts giving
Just so mundane
Everything feels the same
Everything that deals these hands of insane
It hurts
But I need to do so much more
Before I can see the dawn
Revel in my core
Before I can reform
In the warmth of the sun again
And reach the morning
I need this rain to clear
I need to bleed this pain but I fear
The dark
The mark its left
So far its never been right

This girl who used to be with me
I don't think she is what she says to be
This girl who used to be with me
I don't think she agrees

I wonder if really
Where my eyes wander to see clearly
I wonder if I really
Could ever get nearly
To what she wanted
If I was ever what she wanted
Doubt I was ever what she wanted

She could of been mine
But she needs someone
She could of been mine
She needs anyone
Who can say she's there's
Who can show they care
Who can bare the dark
And live it through with her
Who can wear the dark
And give it to her

Now I'm lost
Best just make the most
Now I'm lost
Tour down this canvas to leave a ghost
Your sound is a poiseness dose
Your frown is the thorn in your rose

And she doesn't understand
I don't have a plan
And I don't understand
Got my head stuck in the sand
What if I was smarter
What if I was nicer
I had been enough.
Could I of been yours?
Could you of been mine?

You are my sunlight
You got me out of the night
I feel at home when I'm with you
I feel overthrown but try stick to you like glue
You are my cryptonite
You don't seem to set things right
But let me think that they might
Only get a little brighter
I was in the dark but you showed me the white
The nothingness isn't loneliness
It's just a blank canvas
It's what you make of it
It's what you take from it
You left me awake and a lit
Left happy bits
Not going to quit

Are you going to give up now
Can't figure out how
Can't live in doubt wandering about
Can't scream and shout so much to figure out
Are you going to give up now

Live to see you fall
Starting to crawl
Hurt yourself from a wall
You're my porcelain doll

Cracked at the sides
Wondering why
Even when I try
You only seem to cry
Better wave goodbye
It'd be better if I died
When I planned to
It's be better if I died
When I had to chance to

But now I stole this dance from you and you
Just please tell me the truth
Just please don't make me choose
I won't know what to do
I won't know who to choose
I try to muster up a clue
I try to drop out of this noose
I'd die without you
I would of died if I didn't meet you
You're going to give up now
I'm going to live now