This time, it will be different.
No more shortcuts, no more cheating.
This time I say goodbye
To the easy road I've long adored.
This time I abandon my crutches,
Embrace my uncertainty,
And boldly venture down this new path in front of me.

I'm getting lost in you
So lost
That I've daydreamed of the next time
We can see each other
So lost
That I cannot imagine anything better
Than cuddling up together.
I am so lost
That I have forgotten the things
That make me happy
Aside from your smile
And your beauty.

You ****** up
Without even trying to **** up
So *******
Is all I can really say.

You don't want to see this side of me
It is vicious and unforgiving
It is cruel and unrelenting
And you, my friend, happen to be
Right smack dab
In the crossfire.

Sacrifice isn't always an act of nobility
It can be a way of living
For some people
Who have been conditioned
And persuaded
To believe that the love from others
Comes with the loss of yourself.

I can feel my smile
Falling fast into a frown
And there's nothing you or I can do
When I'm feeling down.

So eager to please
On her knees
A pathetic display
I wish she would just go away.