A sudden sense of self
Came awash over me
Could this be the  'I' ...
That I am....
An ability to see...
me...
Can I now be my 'I am'
Thats within me
Eccentricity
The ability
To be ......
To see and be
Unashamedly
My 'I' that I am
My me.

A fuzzy mind from restless sleep
No respite from counting sheep
Ideas swirling like alphabet soup
Words and letters can't regroup
Thick and mirky, a wonderous haze
Eyes closed tight against the maze
Of thoughts and dreams not yet dreamed
Of future worries not yet deemed
Less important than unattainable sleep
And no respite from counting sheep.

Heart felt depths
Descend beyond bodies physical self
Profound strength
Crushing from within
A weight we bare
Mere mortal souls
For loves caress
And promises told

Depression
Daily struggle
Anguish and fear
Deepening hole
Hopelessness
Hole Deepening
Fear and Anguish
Struggle Daily
Depression

Another step I take
Into the abyss
Of life itself
Another twist
Of fate it seems
I'm doomed to take
Life to the extreme
Destiny awaits

Too long to be bound to earthly need
When following the spirit can only lead
To what we find we ultimately need
Is a desire to give and in turn we feed
The human need to ultimate greed
To give as much as is needed to feed

The words of wisdom
Come from a voice that is strong
Enough to be heard