The abyss looks back
As I gaze into its
Nothingness

Your fist hit the wall
But no sound escapes
Tomorrow won't come

Go away
I screamed
But the thoughts kept coming

A heart left cold
Will break

My dreams circle around me
But still I cannot find them






This poem was inspired by an amazing writer named CZ, definitely visit his page!!!! I really loved his poem a “circle of dreams” https://hellopoetry.com/poem/4058531/circle-of-dreams/

I wanted to cry
When you said goodbye

Stop staring at the ceiling
The answers you're looking for aren't within the cracked paint

They are within the cracks of your heart
Your mind
Your soul
Your body

You can't be fixed
A broken soul

The waves fall over the rocks
The same way you stumble for her
Quickly and all at once  
Crashing and hitting at big impact
Slowly eroding your soul

A soul so delicate
Yet so stained
Broken and frayed
She still keeps trying
To scrub it away
Despite the pain

If time never ends
Then neither will
My love...

Forever is my promise

You were sent from hell
But became my heaven

One glass
Or two
That should be enough for you
But instead
You do not stop
Now you'll surely drop

“My hearts like glass” she whispered
But he was not careful

Hopeless
Useless
Love for you

The cold dead air
pressed against my skin
trying to get in
but maybe this time
I won't let it win

She didn’t know what love was
But she knew it wasn’t this

Sat waiting
Wondering
If I even exist at all

You wanted to kiss
I started to resist
So you hit me with your fist
Until you sprained your wrist

The clock struck twelve
Oh crap
I flee
Racing against reality

Come after me
And then you'll see
No one can love the real me

Darkened soul
Chipped and stained
Wash I try
But black it stays

The moon speaks to me
He keeps me up all night
He says he’s seen it all before
He's told me a million times

The harsh wind wraps around you
Like a blanket of black ice
Melting into your bones
Blood and soul

The sadness settled on my skin
Like a warm fluffy blanket
Now all I do is cry

A single splinter
Pierced my heart
Leaving nothing but a hole
That won’t fill

She gazed at the sunset and smiled
Will you miss me? she whispered

I never got the chance to reply

The lies lay heavy on my heart
Tearing it apart
Leaving it’s mark
Just me and my tears
Lonely in the dark

I love you she said
So he devoured her
Now he’s full of love

Petal by petal
A soul heals
A beautiful sight
Fragrant emotions
In the air
Finally repair
Despite the despair
That lays down there
It’s only fair
That I’m starting to grow
Out of this nightmare

Love me!
She screamed
But his lips remained silent

Go to sleep
She said
You’ll see him in your dreams

If you’re the sun
Then I’m the moon
And together
We eclipse

Till death do us part
You said sincerely
You took my life
And left me drunk
And dreary

A tap on my window
Hazel eyes glow
Four taps and I open up
Heal that rotten soul he exclaimed
But when the time came
He left me dangling off the edge of my window sill  
Once he has his fill

Don’t forget the moon
When you’re swimming in the sun

A lonely echo smiled
when you said you loved her

Life is unfair
I fall into despair
Will I get out of this nightmare?

You're like poison,
Toxic and deadly.

Will it **** me?
I'm not sure,
Because even breathing feels like a chore.

There are times
When I feel like crying
So I stand in the rain
And pour

Come with me he said
I felt compelled to follow

He gifted me a kiss
Lead me into a trap

He caught my heart
And kept it
Until
He broke it

Then he left

My thoughts
Bump and spin around me
Like clothes in a dryer
The cycles on repeat

If my heart was your game
What would happen
If i won?

If love could overwhelm
I’d be surrounded by waves

A watering can is nothing
Without the water to fill it

Your touch
Leaves erosion
There’s barely anything left

I lay the storm on my shoulders
to keep you from the rain

Just claw the emotions out of my chest
I won’t protest
I just need some rest
I feel possessed
With being depressed
Obsessed
Distressed
It’s making me feel compressed

She’s on your mind
While you’re in my bed
But you tell me it’s all in my head