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Clovina Apr 2014
I Am Nothing...
Nothing But..
Your...Second Choice...

Why...

You Say...
You Feel Secure;
Near Me...

Am I a Thing...

In Your Eyes...
I Feel Inhumane...
And...I wonder Why...

What am I...

To You...
What do I...
Mean...

*In your Eyes...
Clovina Apr 2014
Bound I Am...
What can I do?
Unable to Roam Free...
Listening to the Maddening Despairs of Prelude...

Bringing
Misfortune;
A
Cursed Charm, I am...
Bad Luck to Spare;
Come Closer, You're
******.

Darkened Melodies
Of Evil Harmony,
If You come Near Me...
You'll lose your Symphony,

So Take Head!
And Leave Me Be!
Or *Forget
and Lose...
Your Own *Identity...
Clovina Mar 2014
A Place that is Big.
A Place that is Cold.
A Place that is Lonely.
Is that what they call "Home"?

A Place with No Honesty.
A Place with No Trust.
A Place with No Heart.
Is this what they call "Home"?
Clovina Mar 2014
If they ask Why am I Insane?
Can I Blame it on You?
For it was You Whom Drove me Insane...

In and Out I Go
Have Pain Awaken Me
I'm Lost in Frustration
Keep Me In Reality
For it was You whom Drove me into Insanity...

I can't Remember what You've Done...
Again, It's because you drove me Insane...
Can I Blame it On You?
For it was You whom Drove me this Way...
Clovina Mar 2014
You Told me Once...
You Said Okay Twice...
You Said Yes Three Times...
Your Excuses No Longer Suffice.

You'd Lie to Me...
In A Lot of Ways...
You'd Say Sorry...
The Very Next Day.

Listen To Me,
Tell Me This,
Don't Tell Me Lies,
Like It's Bliss.

Are You Still,
The Friend I Know...
Can I Still Trust You?
My Mind Says No.

Bound I Am...
Unwillingly to You...
I Act Like I Do...
If Only You Knew...

Tell Me Now...
Ruby Red...
Don't Lie to Me...
For I have Bled...

Are You Still,
The Friend I Know...
Can I Still Trust You?
For my Mind says No.

We have talked about this Once.
We have joked about this Twice.
We have worried about this Three Times.
We Need to Roll the Dice.

I Am Starting to Slip Away...
Through My Memories of Decay.
Chained to You Everyday...
Loosing New Suns Down the Bay.

But tell Me Now...
Ruby Red...
Don't Lie to Me...
For I have Bled...

Are You Still,
The Friend I Know...
Can I Still Trust You?
Cause my Mind says No....
Clovina Mar 2014
I See A Youthful Girl...
Looking at Me.
I See A Spirited Girl...
Staring at Me.

I See a Friend...
Whose Eyes that Seek,
A Playful Mate...
That Brings Sanctuary.

I See a Pal...
One that is Great,
I See a Gal...
That's a Great Mate.

This Friend I See...
The Last It'll Be...
My Happy Sanctuary...
Lost at Sea...

Farewell...
My Dear Lil Zoey.
I Hope You Find...
A *Great Sanctuary
Dedicated to my dearest pup Zoey.
Clovina Feb 2014
My Mind of Ecstasy is Broken...
Awakening into Insanity-I Am-My Reality...
Fear Has found Me...

They Left  Me...
My Fear...
They're gone...
My Fear found Me...


I feel...
Broken...
I feel...
Empty...

I have now...
Forgotten...
My Memories...

They took It...
Took it and Destroyed It...
I'll never get it back...
It's locked...

They were my Family...
They kept me Going...
They were my Sanctuary...
My Happy Family...
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