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Clovina Feb 2014
Let Me be...*
Memories I do not to see.
Locked away, it holds no Key.
Have them Fade from History.

Things, I often see.
Creations of Forbidden Keys.
Awakening Ancient Memories.
Reliving Illusional History...
Nightmares Leave me be...
Dreams you are now History!
Locks which (now) hold no Keys!
Forsaken Memories, Leave!


http://hellopoetry.com/poem/676258/memory/
Clovina Feb 2014
I am not Insane.
I am very in Sane.
I am not Mad.
My mind is Ecstatic.

I do not ask.
I question.
I do not Love.
I do not Hate.

I hold no Morals.
Yet I am a Mortal.
I Live Forever.
Forever but not Immortal.

I have not gone Mad.
You have gone Insane.
When I am Mad,
Then you are in Sane.

I can Live Forever.
Forever you Cannot.
You have Morals.
**I do not...
Clovina Feb 2014
I always despised Them.
Despise not Fear.
I always hated Them.
Hate not Dislike

They bring Chaos.
Chaos not Insanity.
They are Pandemonium.
Pandemonium not Confusion.

They are Feared,
By many whom are ruled.
They are the Rulers,
That proclaims Sanctuary.

Now?

They found Me...
Through my Disdain.
They Found me...
Through my Hatred.

I am Now,
One of Them...

I was Feared.
I am Feared.
I Fear Myself.
I am Fear.

They needed one last One
They needed Four.
I am Four.
I am Death.

I help bring Chaos.
I am part of Chaos.
I am Chaos.
It drives Me Insane.

I bring Pandemonium.
I am part of the Pandemonium.
I am The Pandemonium.
My Identity Confuses Me.

Now?

I am Starting,
To Enjoy this Fear.
I am Adoring,
The Chaos.

I am Loving...
The Insanity.
The Pandemonium.
The Chaos.

I am Embracing It...
You should too.
You cannot Hide from Us...
We Will Find You.

Through Disgust.
Through Hatred.
Through Dislike.
Through Fear.

Through Chaos.
Through Pandemonium.
Through Insanity.
Through Confusion.

There is no Sanctuary.
None for You.
It is all a Lie.
Embrace It.

Do Not Run.
There is nowhere to hide.
We Will find You...
Even when Both of Us are *Dead.
Clovina Jan 2014
Pssst
I have a secret...
Promise you won't tell?
If you break our promise you may die...

Was that a threat?
I cannot tell...
A little girl in front if me...
Something is amiss-not well...

If I tell you the secret...
Can I trust that you'll keep it that way?

Those words-no-
her* word echoed...
Trust a strong word indeed...
Can she trust me?

I trust you,
So let's keep it that way~


What way?
What secret?
What trust?
Words I want to say...

Hush, I know what you want to say...
But first let me tell you this:

History is repeating...
It has been renewed.
Your life is now nothing...
You are your own dying art piece of a dark ****** hue.

People can't keep promises...
That's why trust is so hard to make.
People leave each other...
That's why relationships are usually fake.


Stop!
I don't want to know!
I want my eyes closed!
This pain is unnecessary,
Leave the truth Untold!


But this ****** little girl continues,
As if I never Spoke...
I cried for her to stop,
Covering my ears as she spoke.

But her words penetrate...
Deep...Deep...DEEP...
Into my Mind...
Into my Soul.

Unfairness has been breached...
By the inhumanness of this world.
War is just there,
To bring down our walls...

Speaking out your mind!
You are silence for all!
People think you're crazy!
Many will watch you fall!

If you think me insane,
Think of this now!
You are the crazy one!
Believing these lies,
THAT WILL BEFALL US ALL!

OPEN YOUR EYES YOU NÏAVE LITTLE *****!
DO YOU BELIEVE ALL THESE LIES THAT HOLDS DEATH'S STENCH?

Of all the things...
You wish to not do...
YOU CHOSE NOT TO OPEN YOUR EYES,
TO THE PAIN OF THE TRUTH!


I run to her.
I covered her mouth.
I have to silence her,
Or Death will befall us both.

**Hush child,
All is well,
I Know these Secrets,
And I know none of them is well...

But speak no more...
Child of Sight...
For the world forbids us...
To open our eyes...

Keep these a secret...
Until the time is right...
Fore Darkness will crush...
Every force of Light...
Clovina Jan 2014
I remember seeing Her.
She was so full of Life.
Little did I know...
She's starting to use to a Knife...

I've known she was Fighting.
Fighting an Internal Battle.
Why did I just stood there and watch?

I now see Her....
She is slipping Away.
Away from the World...
Back into her Darker ways...

I'm just standing Here...
Observing her pain.
Why can't I intervene?

Together we look at each other...
Our fears as one...
We drift away...
Gone we are...
Fading as Day...
Knowing we'll never see each other again...

This...is my Definition...of Goodbye...
Clovina Jan 2014
Escape* into something *New.

Breathe in Nothing True.

Let Out all your Rage.

Dream a Nightmare that goes to Waste...

Live Out all your Worries.

Scream out all your Pain.

Forget all your Past Memories.

Let Go and *Dream again...
Clovina Jan 2014
What is your melody?
Your harmonic symphony?
What is your ecstasy?
Your mind of immortality?

Where is your honesty?
Your trustful reliability?
Where is your sanity?
Your clear answers of clarity?

Can you clarify my sanity?
My mad mind of  immortality?
Can you clarify my melody?
My lost mind of honesty?
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