Clovina

Clovina Dec 2013

Can you ever tell me what you wish to be?
What do you plan to be?
Will you tell me?
Or will I need to wait for an Eternity?

What would you do if Faith and Trust were never meant to be?
Would Chaos rule with Insanity?
Minds of Ecstasy?
Or will the answers be Uncertainty?

Would the World of Madness come to be?
What would it even mean?
Are we all equally Free?
Why are there hidden forms of Slavery?

Can you ever tell me if I'm losing Sanity?
A Mad Mind that you may see?
Hidden Secrets that are never meant to be?
Shared with the hidden walls of Maddening Unclarity...

Clovina Dec 2013

Wait

If you ask for an answer
How long do you have to wait?

A second?
A few minutes?
An hour?
A day?
How about weeks?
A month?
Years?

If I wait for my answer how long will it take?

A year?
A month?
A few weeks?
A couple of days?
A few hours?
Some minutes?
Or the next second?

Our times of waiting...
Feels like...
*Eternity...

Clovina Dec 2013

What If

What if I told you...
Dreams aren't real...
Am I considered a dream crusher?

What if I told you...
They never loved you...
Would you call me a liar?

What if I really I am a bad person?
Would you still take me as your friend?
Would you...
Still call me your friend?

Haha, of course we all know that yes I may be lying....but...think about it...

Clovina Dec 2013

Sorry

I'm...
Sorry...

I truly am...
Sorry...

I'm Sorry...
That I was ever there...

I'm Sorry...
That I was never there...

I'm Sorry...
That I didn't try to understand...

I'm Sorry...
That I didn't understand...

I'm Sorry...
That we drifted...

I'm Sorry...
That we grew apart...

I'm Sorry...
I truly am...

Clovina Nov 2013

I Use To Wake Up

I use to wake up,
To the sound of the woods.
I use to wake up,
To the song of the trees.
I use to wake up,
To the whisper of the leaves.
But now I wake up,
To the sound of breaking bones.

I use to wake up,
To the dance of the sun.
I use to wake up,
To the running of the wind.
I use to wake up,
To the prancing of the rain.
Now, I wake up,
To the sound of whispering names.

I use to wake up,
To the dreams of laughter.
I use to wake up,
To the voices of the birds.
I use to wake up,
To a beautiful peace.
Now I wake up to the Death of Silence.

Clovina Nov 2013

Listen

You listen to her
But not to me,
No matter how much
I beg and plea.

What's so different
About her and me?
Go ahead,
And tell Me.

It'll Just be
Between us...
You see?

You Listen to Her
But not to me,
Tell me the reason
And I'll let you be.

Is it that you
Cannot Trust in me?
Due to my mind
Of Ecstasy?

Or is it a secret between you two
That I...
Cannot See

You listen to him
But not to me,
No matter how much
I beg and plea.

Is it because of
Our different Sanities?
Go ahead,
And tell Me.

It'll Just be
Between us.
You'll See.

You Listen to Him
But not to me,
Tell me the reason
And I'll let you be.

What's the Cause
That made you Lose
Your faith in me?
Was it my mind of Insanity?

Or is it a secret between you two
That I...
Cannot see.

Clovina Oct 2013

How...

How does it feel...

To be forgotten:

Like a Rare Flower Hidden
During the long Winter Seasons.

Like a Dream
That gets deferred time and time again.

Like a Toy
That used to be played with a lot
But is now in the very dark, dusty corner in the back of the room....

How does one live on...

With something that's Missing:

Like a Child
Whom lost their Trust.

Like a Mother
Whom Lost their Child.

Like a Soldier
Whom lost their Life
Never to return to their loved ones again.

How does One...

Lose their Faith:

Like an Angle
Whom lost their own Wings.

Like a Bird
That can no longer Fly.

Like a Feather
That can no longer Exist
Because of a Fading Dream.

How does one...

Hope and Trust:

*When they Know
The Messages would never be Heard.

The Truth
Would Never be Known.

While trying to learn to Trust
After it gets crumpled...
Like a Piece of Paper...
Never to be the same again.

Unperfected...