WARM WINTER

WARM WINTER May 2015

SHADOWS

I am not of darkness, but i'm in the dark.
If I am not lost, I am slowly losing it.

As the Babylonians babel on, i wander on,
lost while wondering when the future shall fall.

Shalom, shalom,
and into the night of day we go.
each with flame that flutters and fluctuates amidst the noise of reality,
certain to ignite a side to the worlds duality.

there is a lost freedom in this land,
and if we are but angels
we are but angels at war with God with gods.
and if we are but gods
we are as foolish as they come.

is this darkness on the dawn?
shadow in the night,

find the light

find the light

find the light.

Even I whose soul is as the night can love its loving bright.

James Blake - Retrograde♫

WARM WINTER Apr 2015

I SEEK THE FRAGMENTS OF TRUTH

I'm drifting like a cloud, I'm flowing like water
But I'm afraid to remain on the above the surface.
why linger like a lost leaf when such marvelous insights lie beneath.
Why skim the froth but not drink the alchemy, are you truly drunk on vanity ?.

Sanity, sanity,
I am not broken without you.
Insanity, insanity,
I am not deluded with you.

I only believe because frankly this world is not enough for me, and I only aim to be better in-tune with the infinite because my soul yearns for what it cannot yet reach & what this world has to teach.
afterall wernt we wonderfully created to simply wonder?

♫
Jay Electronica - Better in-tune with the infinite

Feb 23rd 2015

WARM WINTER Mar 2015

TOO AFRAID TO FALL

uhoh,
we're falling.

i'm afraid i cannot allow myself to continue to fall with you.
And though it hurt me to say this,
look not at me as i cling to this jagged broken end.

I understand you will continue to fall into some other aspect without me but because of me, for that i am truly sorry.

I would say no hard feelings, but there's no such thing in love.
But i pray your fall is softer than mine would have been.

And I would say don't take it to heart,
but yours may just break due to decent.
If so,
i'm sorry.
But if you land on your feet, please walk as if you never knew me.

Leona naess - Ballerina♫

WARM WINTER Mar 2015

'PLEASE SET ME AT EASE'

Assail me oh death, I fear not your ****** blade.
**** me softly oh death,
but make it fast
for I cannot bear to fully feel the past without internal flame.

sharpen up your aim and set me at ease
because I envy but the breeze.
not ever does it linger in the qualms of yesterday,
it only knows of now as it drifts towards tomorrow.

tell me why should I remain ?
If I call upon his Name will I suddenly inflame?,
I think not...

for I am as cold as the wife of Lot,with only salt tears to my name as I Look back at what I've lost.

'have faith'
they say as I attempt vigorous revival on the very belief that gave me life.

what is life without light ?,
because I have been snuffed of mine and might, so I have not strength nor will to love...
Goodbye my love, all is lost for me.

♫
Eric satie - lent et doulourex

WARM WINTER Feb 2015

WARM SLEET

From my heart's core throughout,
the ice oozes.
beneath my feet,
a warm sleet.

♫
Roisin Malone - Heartside

WARM WINTER Feb 2015

PERIODIC WAVES

Listen to the waves of the wind as they come and go,

A subtle silence.

Butterfly maneuvers through wandering wind,

a rattled quietness.

Such turbulent tales of waves and wanders.

♫
Frédéric Galliano - Multiples Un

WARM WINTER Feb 2015

MORE LONE THAN LONELY

These are the waves that come at me
so silently but ferociously.
Rendered riding on the dark of day
from left to right i sway.
Within the night with winter chills but it's the warmest i've ever been.

Riding on the dark of day,
from right to wrong i sway.

These are the waves that entice my eyes,
and by them i get lost,
just to find out what i'm truly made of.

I'm miles away but closer than you think.
And though i whisper from afar i intend to sink into your psyche.

My God, my god

is it odd that i question but of the fool, yet not knowing who it is that he is or when his time shall fall.

or is it i that has lost both his eyes ?

if so,

My God, my god,
show yourself to me, before my soul becomes idle.

♫
Tan Dun - Gone with the leaves