At this rate , my heart will rip apart .
Such small things as songs make my mind crave your presence .
The possibility of a romantic endless future with you is slim ,
Yet my mind can't stop fantasizing about ;
You inviting me to prom
Camping with only you by my side
A hug
A cuddle
A kiss
What a cruel reality I shaped for myself ;
All the wrong choices , at the wrong time

A quite night , about 3am ,
City lights and pitch black fields decorate the abandoned house on the top of the hill
Two friends sit on the cold stone stairs .
Both crying , for different reasons.
But it doesn't matter ,
They find comfort and calmness in each others arms .
That's what twin flames look like .

You asked me
"If we get back together , how do you know you won't get bored with me ? How do you know you won't go looking for another man?"
At that moment I was struck
I understood how badly I hurt you .
The deep wound I gave you drives my guilt  and my heart crazy.
I'm so sorry
I'll never be sorry enough

I heard you dated another girl
A year after we broke up
And it makes my heart ache

Even though I moved on , and have a new partner
I can't stop thinking about you
About going on roadtrips , listening to your songs and your voice
About waking up in your bed

I often think about an endless future with you
About exploring myself in you

My mind says him , my heart wants you and only you .
My heart follows you wherever you go .
Let me love you again

our red string is still there
my dear
you arent mine
im not yours
yet my heart is still in your closet
waiting for the right time

you are so loved
by me
but you are not the right person for me
yet , at least
i wish we met in our 20s
it whouldve worked right?
i whould be with you till death do us apart
right?