When I take baths
I usually cry
I throw my phone across the room
I push myself under the water
I feel the water all around me
I hate every last second of it
But I still let it happened

It was cold outside the night we met
however you made me feel warm
like ice melting in hot chocolate
when I first saw you my heart was ok
the scars on my wrists were nonexistent
however every hello comes with a goodbye
and I can't stand saying goodbye to you
so lets never say hello