Alone I break the silence
With a scream of intensity,
paralyzing this feeling
Numbing the pain
Tormenting my mind with thoughts
of twisted imagery
Alone I break the habit
By hiding myself from the world
And grieve to magnify the hate
To make myself believe I can't be saved
That salvation is for those who deserve it
And hell is a special place just for me
Everyday I wake
I don't want to be
But I know this feeling will never leave
Forevermore my life will take
so much away from me
Forevermore I will break

What you see on the outside is only superficial
My thoughts and feelings go deeper than you know
To love myself could be more than just a dream
One day I pray it will show itself to me
My mind goes blank
My heart's so numb
I feel nothing for myelf
No compassion, no mercy
and no feeling of love
I bleed like everyone else
I breathe like everyone else
And I'm no better than anyone
I'm equal to everyone
Like they are equal to me
In God's eyes it seems
I am vain sometimes
But I feel heartache all the time
I must be hurting
Can't you see?
Me, Myself,
and my perception of me

Keep it moving
There's nothing to see here

Why are you staring at me?
Fearing all the things I see
Lost in my own misery
Bound by the lies inside me
Why are you staring at me?
Tempted by what you see
Losing control to know me
Wanting all that's left of me
Why are you staring at me?
Nothing but my thoughts and me
Keep your thoughts to your self
Cause I don't care what you think

When I look back
I see you there
I'm haunted by your face
and yes the fear still remains
I'm haunted by your face
and yes the fear still remains
You don't know
how you've haunted me
I can't sleep
you're in my dreams
All your hands
they're all over me
Don't want to see your face
cause it's haunting me
Surrounded by the lies
and pain you've caused
I'm sitting in the dark
to hide from you
But you invade
my every thought
When I look back
I see you there
I'm haunted by your face
and yes the fear still remains
I'm haunted by your face
and yes the fear still remains
You don't know
how you've haunted me
I can't sleep
you're in my dreams
All your hands
they're all over me
Don't want to see your face
cause it's haunting me
It's haunting me

Life I can't take
I feel like I'm gonna break
Inside
I can't hide
In my mind you'll still be there
Beating me down without a care
Take all you can take
You make me try so hard
To please your every thought of me
I want to fall into a hole
So dark I cannot see the light
**** my feelings and spit on me
You see the pain in my eyes?
If I ever needed you
Now is when I need you the most
But you see only what you want
Your words have haunted me
more than you know
I can't trust you anymore
You make my pain immortal
It lasted through the years,
I've been on this earth
Drowning in a pool of heartache
There's no mercy
No relief to help me
Revive this shell that walks this plain
Shock this heart of mine
Let me breathe
Let me live again
Why do you make me feel this way?
I'm dying...
Hear me scream
and not a sound come out
I'm deaf, blind and numb
from pain I can't refuse
From me to you
You've had your fun
Now my life's on the line
The line I hang from
Why do you make me feel this way?
I'm dying...
Inside...

Broken soul
Twisted thoughts run through my mind
Lullabies try to silence this screaming inside
Shattered wings, torn halo
I can't fly anymore
Losing grip
I can't hold on to what I'm searching for
Innocence is gone
All hope has flown away
This path I live on
I'm circling this road again
Everything is stolen
Shadows fall upon me
Blinding the sun that I long to see
Burying the pain, deeper
Down in the darkest place of me
Holding the rage
Hating the thing that brought me here
Missing every part of the old me
Even though he was naive
Even he knew when to leave
All I want to do is bleed
Bleed it out and never return to me
I'm stolen, just  broken

Lying in this empty room
Nothing's here
except the silent sound of darkness
I refrain from speaking
so I can't break the silence
Breathing in and out
Everything in me wants to scream out
But I can't cause I'm broken
Everthing in me
Why can't I be put back together again?
Is this how my life will end?
No longer can I pretend
That I am who I used to be
When I know the truth
It lies deep down within me
It wakes with me every morning
And breathes as I breathe
I know it won't cease to be
My truth will be the death of me