I stand here hollow
Screaming
Deafened by the sound
Crying
Blood streaming down my face
Memories of broken innocence,
cannot be erased
Angry with myself for falling to the ground
Giving up,
Not putting up a fight
Easily defeated
Lost in endless night
Crashing down in flames,
with no relief from the pain
Nothing and no one to catch me
Free falling
Until I meet the end of my journey
Predestined fate awaits
Twists and turns my life takes
Forever in hell is where I'll stay
For sins are crimes
And I must pay
With torture
My life must taste
For one day,
One moment, rapes everything from me
And I am left with nothing
For I feel nothing
And I am nothing

Every morning I awake is another breath, I wish I didn't take. And no one can convince me otherwise. You can say there's so much more. In life, that's worth living for. But I can't seem to believe you. I fall away. Farther everyday. I can't see past what's in front of me. In life's embrace. This world is a crowded place... And I'm just passing through it. Confined to an empty space... I know my spirit feels the same way... And he cannot stay here... I used to want to have someone, to love and share the path that I am on... But how can I, when I don't love me... Love is just an empty word. Especially when we don't know what real love is and I believe that more than ever... God is love and he knows me, in and out and everything that runs through my head... I asked Him to let me die today... But no reply I guess I have to stay... And I'm passing through
passing through...
Flying away...
Passing through
Passing through
Passing away...

Broken soul
Silent by nature
Spewing malicious words in anger
Spiraling downward in a fit of rage
Destroying everything in its path
Making sure there's nothing left to stand
Casting away every helping hand
Self-destruction is the plan
Secluding myself in a room,
with no doors or windows
Lying on the floor,
the breathing slows
Thumbing through the memories
All my pain and fault I see
This broken soul lies deep in me
Commit me to the ground so I can be
Alone in a dirt room
Lifeless
Bring me to serenity
One step closer to heaven
At peace...

Tell me if I'll survive this tragedy
Will I be more than just a casualty?
For this war in me is raging
Ripping me in half
I can't find a safe haven,
in which to hide
All the hate in me makes me cry
Everyday I just want to die
Try to clear my mind but,
thoughts of suicide
It won't even feel like...
I'm taking a life
Everything in me has already died
Surpress all the hurtful memories
Forced into the darkness deep in me
Bury it until it kills me
Bury it until they bury me