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I skipped away
from a human request
a work titled "I Need Your Help",
just clicked away, like it was nothing
I tried to click back!
I tried!
But the address had expired
and my humanity with it.
I have scars on my ankles and my hips
but I refuse to wear jeans in summer.
So many girls, covered in marks of their sorrow,
they cover themselves up
out of shame.

Don't.
They are beautiful.
Not that one should endeavor to make more,
and if I could, I would hold the hands of any one who ever wanted to sink something into their skin
out of loneliness, fear, misery.
If I could, I would kiss the marks and make those dark times go away.

But I cannot.

Those events,
carved out in history and your skin,
they are you,
your sorrows, your tragedies.
And they are a brand of courage, screaming
I was there,
and I made it back.  
That is important to show,
and when my children ask why I have so many little strands on my creamy white legs,
I will tell them just what happened
so they can learn from their mother
and they maybe,
just maybe,
can hold some one's hand
and help them through the times
that they were lonely,
frightened,
miserable.
Stay full of **** and vinegar, my friends. It's all we have.
The funeral really was an abysmal proceeding
as it should have been.

Closed casket.
The car that had hit him had nearly torn off his face
and no amount of mortician magic would make it lay straight.
Only his dog had been able to recognize him when they wheeled his body out of the ambulance for ID.

His parents wept,
well, his mother did;
his father did that thing real men do,
where they try and hold it together
so it looks like they're constipated.
I felt for them.
I did.

But it occurred to me that, what, what, what,
could anyone put in this boy's eulogy?
He had been an average student, which was fine,
he had been average at sports, that was fine.
He was no more or less boisterous than other kids in class-
oh, and the whole class had shown up to his funeral, though
if you asked,
I bet half of them wouldn't have known his last name.
At least,
not before it had shown up in the papers.
He was like the rest of us,
so there wasn't much to say.

It made me sad.
The only thing he had ever made,
the only thing most of us had ever made,
was a parade of poorly worded statuses and tweets.

That was it.

That was his legacy.

The preacher said he was devoid of life.
We knew we had never lived.
This is fiction, but inspired by a torrent of similar events and every day home room musings. I don't know. Maybe he had made a paper airplane every once in a while, which is almost hopeful.
The ax is blunt
but sharp enough to help with the job
on hot and sticky mornings like this
when my  dad has me working around the house
few things so satisfying
as sinking blades into drywall
disassembling the mistakes
the previous owners laid down

Still, the ax is blunt
and makes me swing harder
so the muscles beneath my soft arms
jiggle and pull taught
I always wanted to fix the goof ups of the past
but work?
I didn't know I would have to work
I'm sweating, sticking, coughing
more than what I bargained for

This ax is too blunt
and I retreat inside
to the comfort of the air conditioning
that the last generation installed
I want to make a change, I do
but come on!
the tools are too weak
or maybe I am
Tonight!
Oh what sweet splendors
of travel that pour themselves out and over me!
Not to exotic lands,
but to those far better
the square foot of land that lays beneath us
when I am wrapped in your arms!
My bag is not packed,
there are gifts to be made,
things to be set in order
But just 10 hours!
10 hours after two months!
And I will be yours once again

The excitement,
the rapture,
one week of playing house with you
in the hot summer breezes
of Western Ohio
flat land,
so different from my home, from what I like
but what does it matter?
In your arms, the place could be bent and folded
painted in the wondrous colors of strata
Rose, gold, deep blacks and shimmering veins
of ground water spurting forth.
Pretty shell fossils
and pink quartz
they all exist in your eyes,
in your arms,
in your kiss
The roomba gets stuck every once and a while
I come and set it right, but,
I have to let it struggle a bit
like watching a cat stuck in a box
and only after I've had my laugh will I fix it.

It's times like that that reassure me
the man kind  
isn't obsolete.
There are little habits
that hold us together
little things that make the world
keep spinning
like washing our hands
kissing each other good morning
and,
for me,
wandering around the house in the mornings
wearing unders and a nighty
dancing like an idiot
and singing a song that played in my dreams
just the night before
other wise,
it'll be stuck in my head all day
I thought you died alone...
a long long time ago...
*oh no, not me....
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