Why oh why was I so blind
In a perfect world you'd be mine
You're the perfect boy
I'm not the perfect girl
If my hair were longer
And I was smarter
And I was thinner
I still woulnt compare
I'm sorry that I pull
And I can't sit still
Eating comforts me still
I know I'm not perfect
I know I'm not wanted
I know I'm not beautiful
I know I have bald patches
Scars and wounds
Acne and fat
But hair grows back
Skin can heal
I can change all of that
But I still wont be perfect
I'll sill think that even if I change who I am
At least I'd have a shot
Why oh why am I so dumb
Think I'm going crazy
I've fallen for a boy who doesn't even see me
He knows what he wants
Hes made it clear
But I still hope
And I pray that maybe I have a shot
I'm not what you need I've made that clear
I can't take care of myself
I forget
I mess up
I day dream too much
But I opened up to you and tried to prove I can change
Look where that got me
Lying in bed
Same skin
Same hair
Same look
Everything seems to have stayed the same
Why oh why am I so blind
I couldn't see the truth
I'm not your perfect girl
This isn't a perfect world
This will never work
I guess I'm just some crazy *****
And you're a stuck up ****