Silent bored and shame,
iPhone, ****, no gain.

Reveal, my meal the same,
Fornication, my grief, the pain.

Knows well, well known by games,
Games choke, prayer toast to his grace.

He gets up wipes the dust and guilt and sin and walks away.

5:43

I plea my case

My legs crumble, as I crawl to the alter,
My eyes defiled by *******.. Here my feet is weak and my hands stumble.

I draw the escape,
But I choose just to stare at the pencil..

Erase the bad habit and find that it only makes it worst to fight alone...

I draw the escape,
As I quickly see other utensils

I'm weak father I'm weak!
My eyes stare down at his feet as he chose to get beat for me,
While I was steadily beating my "meat".

Escape draws me,
As I Run....brokenly.

I'm not perfect there I said it!
I need your strength or I'm headed for the tale of the Damits.. The cursed the curses the unrepentant.

I'm so ugly when it gets to this,
Beauty is vain anyway but I wouldn't regret it..

You gave me life just to live it,
And death just to see it.

This is my prayer
" Father forgive me and all those nights I came except coming to you..I...I regret it.
Lord I repent and I don't want nothing to do with this!
Draw me close to what is heaven,
I honestly need you
Jesus...
I'm desperate.
No longer will I run to **** and the world to help me for my ignorance.
I see that there blinded with it
god I stand here to night saying...
I'm forgiven,
Give me your spirit for I know that will settle it...
Help me
Save me
I need it ...


I admit it.

I'm dangerous

I'm lost and love has never,(left me)

I'm tough I'll walk till I am...(empty)

It's wet it drips from in me

Okay I'm scared!!
Are you happy?!! (Now)

Hook:
(There's fog in my city)

It's too much..I'm slowly Fading (gently).

No buts...my friends have all (left me).

What! Okay I'm done pretending

Hook:
(He's  the Fog in my city)

"You may need me there to carry all your weight,
But You're no burden I assure...
You tide me over with a warmth I'll not forget,
But I can only give you love".

Fall on me tell me!
Everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever with me
Ever the same...

Love...
Your hand is still with me.
Trust...
I see why you cut me.
Mom
Pour me a hug please

I'm drunk... My tears won't stop coming!

I've done what most will do for fame

Look up!  Cause hell ain't the only thing,
It ain't the only thing that's not playing games.

What...
Your questions still tempt me
But..
My heart ain't the thing that speaks for me.
Trust..
Thank you for holding me
Love...
Build me where my dad can see.
Mom...
One day your hugs will be free.

I'm drunk...but tears are not my enemy...

I'm done! Cut me up and finish me..
I look up distracted by heavenly beings,
Distracted by Godly streams
There deep!
I diving  till I'm not living ...

Love..
Thank you for killing me

Oh I did it on purpose,
Wait what your not mad?
Okay shouldn't I be scared or something?
God your love is strong...
Wait if I do it again I can see your fustration
And it's true you love everyone but hate the sin I'm doing.
What would we call that?

God: grace my son for only a time period,
Don't push what you can't
And don't stay in sin when you can't come out...
One day I will have to judge
And before I do I want you to see my love from my very mouth.
"I am love and who ever loves me will obey my commands".

Zeal: amen

The monster under my bed is scared of me...
Yeh weird
I saw it watching me when I spoke these words but the name it self was like I was Grrrrr
Hold your weight and stay in a right place and say in Jesus name.
Your gunna find something weird