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Mar 2014 · 788
Dandelion in the garden
Chris T Mar 2014
I am the dandelion
that grows in the garden
surrounded by precious
petals and gentle greens
that smile under the sun.
A **** among flowers.

The one the gardener
never gladly waters
and constantly becomes
victim of a rough hand
around the stem chocking
me out from the soft earth.

Yet even through the harsh
words the wind brings I do
continue living as
I ride the gusts once more
parasailing into
the ground finding new homes.
Work in progress... (For some reason the site keeps moving 'homes' to an additional line. It ruins the structure.

Correct line:
"The ground finding new homes." Just one line.
Mar 2014 · 451
the coffee shop shadow
Chris T Mar 2014
there's a shadow
in the coffee shop,
at the back of
the coffee shop,
on the wobbly
chair, table,
resting on
peach walls
taking slow seeps
from a large cup.

there's someone
attached to
said shadow but
it holds no
emotion,
it holds no
expression,
it's not
alive,
it's not
willing,
it's trapped.

poor thing,
it is
nothing
more than
a shadow
on a coffee shop
wall.
work in progress.
Chris T Mar 2014
some nights there's this overwhelming feeling
of wanting to climb to the roof of a house looking over a city
and getting drunk and screaming The Smiths songs so loudly
that the windows threaten to shatter
and last night was one of those nights,
all i wanted was you there by my side
yelling at the top of your lungs the lyrics to all those songs
we memorized by heart when we were 15
while going through that phase
because i know you are hurting and i'm hurting too
and such a thing, well, such a thing would be a privilege,
and i'm so very sure that we'd be the happiest people
on the planet after it! we'd pass out in our room,
those moments however long or short they may be,
would last, would feel like eternity,
and an eternity of joy is all we strive for.
Eh.
Mar 2014 · 467
-Unfinished Poem-
Chris T Mar 2014
writing, the slowest style of suicide,
its only sociably acceptable form,
when i watch her crouched over
a paper and the ink running,
dripping down the page,
i see blood and tears,
i see someone swallowing poison
and the painful after effects
before sweet death calms the storm,

every line she makes on parchment
is a line made upon her wrist,
every period, dot and dash
is a back whipping, a lashing,
every space between stanzas
is a drowning breath,
every ending line
is a tighter choke on a noose,

but she's addicted
to feeling herself go,
addicted to the rush of death
and that sudden ***** like jolt
that soothes the body as it
swims in the bloodstream,
all her words are perfect
and i can't tell her to stop
though i witness
the withering away of it,
Not done yet.
Chris T Mar 2014
you and me,
let's make sure
to drive far
and so fast
and when we
reach that line
at the end
the engine
will smoke, burn
and we will
stare at each
other and
shout "Wow what
a crazy
ride we had!"

drive like a
maniac and
just enjoy
that long road,
don't miss a
chance to speed
up on what
waits ahead.
Eh.
Mar 2014 · 3.3k
Abuela's cooking
Chris T Mar 2014
while i do love
the taste of unhealthy
t.v. dinners for every meal
and i do enjoy
the slobbery salisbury steaks,
extra salty ramen noodles
and those little tuna cans,
it's great to come home
after a long emotional
roller coaster week
and have abuela cook up
some arroz con garbanzos
and unas buenas chuletas,
get the latest family gossip,
comments on how
el gobernador is being
the biggest pendejo
in power at the moment,
watch the news,
see how many were killed this week,
and just shake our heads
as the island crumbles into Detroit like
madness (at least we've got great beaches),
ah but yes,
abuela's cooking,
what i need to forget
the girl with the pretty hair.
Came home from the university this weekend and my grandparents came over to our house and grandma's cooking some mean *** pork chops!

This is all i need at the moment.
Chris T Mar 2014
No.
The heart is some
***** pumping
blood
through your sad
pathetic
body and it
isn't connected
in
any way to those
emotions that
your
small and dumb brain
is producing
for who knows why
(though
i'm guessing
it has to
do
with keeping the
race alive and
just
******* your days
up. Like... God's up
there
laughing His ***
at your sadness.
Are
you gonna let
that ******* laugh?
No!
Get over it
human owner!)

**Alt Title:
Harsh words from a night conversation with Jack Skellington  plush
Sings: When I find myself in times of trouble Mother Jack comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Seriously. I don't have many friends to talk to and get me cheered up so Jack the plush toy talks to me sometimes and he offers good words!

I lost a special friend apparently for good this time and Jack has helped me :)
Chris T Mar 2014
the ocean isn't majestic,
it's just a huge salty toilet!
(Full of fish **** and whale/dolphin *****
and the rotting carcasses of a million dead things.
It's gross and not beautiful.
I'd appreciate you shutting your mouth about it)

Haha jokes.
Mar 2014 · 256
15W
Chris T Mar 2014
15W
my writing could be worse.
i could be writing about
cigarettes
but i'm not
so...
It's a joke. Please don't be offended. I do enjoy cigarettes mentioned in poems! I've done it a few times! Smile, mis amores!
Chris T Mar 2014
sometimes i look at the trees
as they dance around in the breeze
and i wonder what they're thinking
but
then i remember that these are trees
and they don't think and the moment passes
and the wind blows, the leafs rustling.

i do feel alone during those moments.
there's no one here but the trees.
there never is anybody,
the trees stay because they have no
other choice and that's equally sad.
Gross.
Feb 2014 · 314
Sorry reader
Chris T Feb 2014
for not writing anything humorous in a while.
it's been a tough week but i'm now ready to pretend
that i'm actually funny and write some lines that are
not completely lame pieces about heartbreak. i ain't
over it yet but i soon will be. **** happens and
people leave  but there are few choices: i gotta deal.

**[writing about my night time conversations with plush
Jack Skellington a few moons ago intensifies]
Yup. Sometimes you just gotta say **** it! Haha.
Feb 2014 · 294
Declared insane (10w)
Chris T Feb 2014
I have officially lost my mind

(and it feels good).
Chris T Feb 2014
Of all the things I said and did
when farewell to you I bid
never had I felt more horrid.

And since, when I watch the sky at night
your face appears made out of starlight
shining above, bathing me in white.

And in my dreams where we're together still,
then and only then will joy me fill,
after I'll wake into a nightmarish chill.

All I wish is for your forgiveness.
Every moment from now in my existence
it'll feel like a growing distance.

Though you've made it clear it's over,
this love, this bond, unlike trees in October,
it shall never wither; with me you remain forever.
Ugh. Talk about desperate and dumb,
Chris T Feb 2014
(if i pretend) it doesn't hurt (it might stop hurting)
(It really isn't good advice.)
Chris T Feb 2014
it's been two nights and at this same hour
i've thought about you and felt empty.
i go on looking for you only
to see again that your picture is
gone and you're gone and i'm alone for
good this time. i expect every
night to be the night when we'll make up
and go back to how it was. god i
miss your voice and face and eyes but what
i miss the most is that smile that'd fix
any bad feelings lurking about.
i need it now more than ever. you.
(but i don't blame you for wanting to
end whatever it was i thought we
were having. i'm not angry i just
miss you too much to put into words)
Chris T Feb 2014
sister:
you smile too much
and i
hope that doesn't change
because
if there's one thing
i'll tell
you is that life
is a
game with so few
winners.
so smile, don't stop
for me
or anyone,
smile and
win it for us,
'cause hon',
big bro has gone
and lost.
Eh.
Chris T Feb 2014
later i will            write.
                              for
now, tv rot my     brain.
hehehe lazy
Chris T Feb 2014
You majored in breaking hearts
at the university of shattering dreams
and ****, you got far in there,
expert, PhD level, and I was just
another research paper in your
continuous studies for whatever
magazine it is you publish in.
I knew I was just a subject
ready to be learnt and thrashed
after a semester but i remained a hopeless slave.
to your thinking of
'credit approved credit forgotten'
you remained loyal to the end
and once this textbook was read
I was sold and you moved on
to the next big requirement.
and boy I should've listened
to those with experience,
all those people that'd been broken,
the ones that'd raised their voice
but I was deaf to their shouts,
now I'm nowhere, somehow still enslaved
by those phantom white chains you call hands
and I can't find the keys. I guess I'm hooked,
sick as that is, to your poison, that drug,
while some dealt *** you were giving out
false love and fake attention,
it made me feel like I'd found meaning
but it was all a bad trip, I'm an addict
to that unknown cause and I was happy
to go along with and I abused it
and I can't get off the roller coaster feel.
The rush is gone replaced with sudden fits
of emptiness, my dealer is gone: you're gone,
and I'm dissipating away too.
I traded everything to be apart of you
and you're graduating Magna *** Laude
while I'm some random drop out.
Well, congratulations and good luck,
the future is bright for students like you.
I don't know what i'm trying to say. I'm confused with all these feelings in my head. THIS IS A DRAFT. Not sure if i'm done here.
Chris T Feb 2014
i've dreamt of you
for the past 5 nights.
that sunshine hair and
that almond milk skin

won't let me be.

i'm tired of kissing
your ruby lips and
holding that body
tight in these dreams that

won't let me be.

the fact that i can't
run these fingers down
that goddess back of
yours makes me mad. it

won't let me be.

every night your
angel face appears
and your angel voice
says "i love you" and

i can't handle it.
you're so far
from me
and
i can't
have you. it's
all so twisted.
Wrote it like 2 weeks ago?
Feb 2014 · 3.6k
the rocking chair letter
Chris T Feb 2014
A sealed letter
rested on
a rocking chair
at a house
that overlooked
a blue sea.

The ink recent
black and wet
waited for the
young man to
come and read it.
Sea foam rose.

And the rocks kissed
by the soft
lips of the sea,
someone joined
their *******
forever.

The letter read
"...I'm sorry..."
and the young man
wept on that
porch, on that chair.
"...Goodbye, love".
(Not as well as i hoped for)
Chris T Feb 2014
It's one of those days
where you wanna get
home and fill the tub
with nice warm water,
get naked in the
dark of your bedroom,
play some Chet Baker,
dive in the water,
melting away (melt!),
open a gallon
of whatever wine
and chug it down slow,
turn the hairdryer on,
softly toss it in
your cooking *** and
let the jolt massage
take you someplace calm.
Such a nice feeling, innit?
Chris T Feb 2014
i tried doing sonnets
and failed. look what came of it.
a haiku instead.
i **** at writing sonnets so i tried writing a sonnet about writing sonnets and instead ended up with these 3 lines and whoa, unintentionally wrote a haiku instead. Woo.
Chris T Feb 2014
it's raining and thundering
hard
and
the sun is hiding
somewhere.
the roommate that's full of lard
is in slumber
and
there's no one to disturb me.
it is but me
and the rain and thunder,
with a pen and piece of paper.
it is a good day,
this, now, today.
Good? O.K. 2014
Chris T Feb 2014
one crumb for you
and one for you.

i share this food,
the finest there is,
bought with
hard earned
hot cash,

in the hopes that y'all
stop mocking me.

you know i'm
completely
fearful of y'all
yet y'all seem
to take
advantage
of it.

parading around
and doing that funky walk
and giving me looks,
please stop.

take it!
take all the crumbs!
please just leave me
alone,
pigeons!
NOT FINISHED. 2014. I have a strange pigeon phobia. I can't explain it but I'm freaked out by em!
Chris T Jan 2014
I still wait for the phone to ring
so that I may hear your voice again
but I'm left with wishes only.

Some nights I'll keep it close, passing
it nervously from hand to hand for
no reason at all. It stays quiet.

Tossing and turning on the bed,
sleepless I'll stare up at the ceiling
and pretend it's a lit night sky.

I'll talk to the spot that was yours
as the illusion of comets glide
down to imaginary fields.

And though I'm alone it'll feel right,
the way nothing ever does now days,
Your shadow accompanying me.

My room will turn into those nights
you have probably forgotten,
the ones in which we shared happiness.

I wonder
If you miss
that at all.
Someone help me with a title? And I'll need to edit and make it right. 2014. I tried.
Chris T Jan 2014
you asked me what i was doing
and i answered 'watching tv'
but the reality is that i wasn't
sitting around 'watching tv'
(for god's sake, i don't even own one),
i was actually printing out pictures
to add to the shrine i keep of you
in my bedroom's closet.
i added some nice candles
and also recently purchased
from your brother some
***** clothes that you once wore
and your aroma lingered still on them
(also may have bought one of your baby tooth's).
tonight i'll do what i usually do
and just inhale that sweaty perfume
and admire the perfection of your face
and cry because i can't have you and pass out.
then in the morning, class,
where i'll begin planning an expansion
to my You Collection.
Haha 2014 dawg! I got mad game! OK IM NOT BEING SERIOUS ON THIS EITHER!
Chris T Jan 2014
you know those tv dinners?
the ones with the
corn
mashaed potatoes
and salisbury steak?
the meat is soaked
with
that weird brown
liquid they call
'gravy' ( though it really isn't)
and it's all very
fine and sloppy and it feels
like chewing
cardboard that's been
left under the rain.
the corn
is fresh (though it really isn't)
and the potatoes
are... edible
i suppose (though it really isn't).

yeah,
those tv dinners.
well
they keep me fed
so
i guess that's ok.

i'll have one for dinner
every night
because there's no time to cook.
salisbury steak,
the one that comes in the red box,
that's my favorite.

feast produced
(not cooked because
i'm sure they're made
in some sick scientist's lab)
for champions
(because only
a
true champion
can
digest this stuff
well)!
having one as i typed this in. mmmmmm. wish me luck digesting this stuff.
Jan 2014 · 473
I need the company -10w
Chris T Jan 2014
I left the window open:
      All monsters are hereby
            welcome.
First 10 word of 2014 :)
Enjoy.
Chris T Jan 2014
My girlfriend
Recently
Moved in with me
So she decided
To call her friend,
Who was also
A close friend of mine,
For a couple of beers
In the now 'our' house.
Carmel Scotts
Arrived, knocked,
At around 9,
And girlfriend let him in
And his motorcycle
Sat outside near my
****** old car.
He was a skinny
Ill skin tone guy
Due to his being a
Poppy aficionado,
And he dressed
Like he belonged at
A London punk rock
Concert in the early 80s.
He came in
With his huge mohawk
Flipping God and the system off
And his boots
Knock knock knocking
On Satan's roof.
'Sup' 'Sup' 'Beer?'
'Yeah man, of course'
And we drank and drank
And the now 'our' clock's hands
Moved and struck
12.
We were quite drunk.
I put on
That record
By The Stooges
That we loved
And went to take a ****.
When I came back
Iggy was moaning about
Some Deathe Car
While on the now 'our' floor
Carmel crouched
Like a tiger
Above girlfriend's opened legs
As she too moaned
Being eaten alive by
the now 'our' friend.
They were really going at it
And didn't notice I was back.
I was mad,
Really ****** mad.
I was about
To slam him
Off girlfriend and beat him
To a pulp
When suddenly, I woke up.
I remembered
That I don't have a girlfriend,
(I never have had one)
And I don't have a punk friend
(Or any friend really).
So from mad
I turned sad
And got drunk without both of em.
Just for fun. I wrote this at 1:30am. It's funny in my opinion. Haha, I really don't have friends, I've never had a gf but I use that fact to be funny. Carmel Scotts was actually my imaginary punk friend from when I was a lonely 8 year old, I don't know where you are, Carmel, but I miss you and you can eat out my gf any time, bro!
Chris T Jan 2014
I was six:

On the steps
Of the small
Carousel

Stood the old,
Greying haired
And mustached

Man in a
Ratty suit
Smiling and

Anxiously
Peering out,
Waited for

Me.

"He is your
Father, say
Hello please"

"Hello" I'd
Said to the
Stranger who'd

Introduced
As father
Yet I hadn't

Met or seen
Before or
After and

That's where it
Ends.
The one,
The only,
Memory
Of him.

Good riddance
I suppose.
I found this one in a notebook. This is a 2012 poem.
Dec 2013 · 707
-unfinished poem-
Chris T Dec 2013
I'd buy a map and search this whole world,
Every continent and every country and city,
On foot, shoeless,
Swimming the Atlantic,
Looking for you.
And you'd be surreal and different
From the plastic dolls that the flesh factories,
The flashing T.V. screens and fake magazine smiles,
Have set upon this small dustball planet of ours.
Somewhere on this spinning globe
You're waking up, washing your perfect face
And having coffee,
walking the dog
Or taking drags of a cigarette,
Reading, sleeping,
Drinking, dancing...
Maybe you're thinking of me
Like I'm doing right now,
And if that's the case I want you to know
That somewhere on this spinning globe
I'm setting out with that map
To look for you, like a *** soaked pirate's ghost
Eternally searching for his treasure,
I'm coming and i won't stop
Until I find you.

*Possible Title: Wandering through the Earth looking for you
I told myself that I was done with writing but uh... yeah, that's not something people like us can do now, is it? So here, I started on with this thing. Needs a title and to be finished as well.
Chris T Dec 2013
I've become so acquainted with my sociopathic thoughts
That I greet them like you would an old friend.
I've forgotten what it's like to think 'normal'
And when that strange happening occurs
I become worried.
"This is not you.
You are insane."
And some would prefer it be different,
But I wouldn't have it any other way.
(And then drop your body in a well whilst tears drop from my eyes)
Alright. Enough with the ****** writing. I need to get back on that horse, that mental state that allows me to write better because this thing we have here, in my head, it ain't working. (2013)
Chris T Dec 2013
I think about packing my clothes in a guitar case,
drinking enough cans of some energy drink to not **** me ,
                               and catching the first bird outta here.

"Fly me into the open mouth of the horizon
And let it swallow me whole until I become nothing,
                               Maybe then i'll be smiling".

What a **** joke.
2013. This could be the start of some new writing thing. A story? Eh, I don't know.
Nov 2013 · 464
Rain conjured zen
Chris T Nov 2013
.                     On nights like this one,
When i felt empty,                                                      
                    I longed for the rain,
For the earth to cool                                                  
                     The windows to blur.
The shapeless image                                                  
                         That things then became,
Was comfort like I'd                                                      
       ­      Never felt before.

*the rain was my friend
when i had no friend
2013.  Not feeling too good tonight.
Nov 2013 · 1.0k
-unfinished poem-
Chris T Nov 2013
My room is a mausoleum
Housing this living corpse.

The windows are always shut
And the lightbulb stays off.

A fan on the ceiling blows,
Though not hard enough, 24/7.

There're empty water bottles
Discarded on the floor

By the dozens serving as
Unofficial decor.

Filthy clothes everywhere
Mingle happily as

If ****** with the ramen cups
And chocolate wrappers.

A skyscraper built from books
Raises it's ink stained arms

Up towards the concrete sky
Pleading, crying, to be read.

Crumpled papers, like scriptures
Belonging to God, yell

Unfinished lines of poetry
During the Dead's strolling.

The aroma of burnt cigs
Stains the air and green walls.

Another wine bottle hides
In the closet, elixir

For the trapped. A skull, candles,
And a pack of tarot

Sit expression less and
Calm inside the nightstand.

Posters and poems line the walls,
Their eyes observe the goings.

A bed, the coffin, stands deep
In the peering darkness,

Stiff and terrible, alone,
A headstone slab pillow,

Accommodate the carcass.
I worked on this for a while but i'm not done :'(
and yes, i need to edit
Sep 2013 · 877
Forgive me
Chris T Sep 2013
It's there,
Sitting
On the counter,
Waiting for its
Coffee,
Watching
With the corner
Of its blind eyes,
"What is
This place?
What are we doing?"
It asks again,
"You wait
For her.
I know, I can
Tell, you're anxious."
And I,
Nodding,
Accept its words,
They are so true,
I couldn't
Speak with
You before, after
Class was over,
But I
Walked here,
Pretending to
Be hungry and
Buying
Food just
To get a glimpse,
Another look
At you,
It came,
Accompanied me,
This sick monster,
We call
Love has
Followed me and
It sits, coffee
In hand,
Trying hard
To catch a look
At your beauty,
Sorry for
It, It
Can't help itself,
It's not himself,
This is
Something
Else and it wants
To tell you but
Alas,
It is
Very afraid
Of losing this
Feeling,
I am
So sorry, please,
Don't hate me or
Him, we want to
Say it,
But there's
A thing holding
Me back, a fear,
But I
Think of
You every-
Day, hour, second,
I think,
Forgive
Me, i think that
I'm in love with
You.
Just a thing. I hate feelings. Hella old. Not quite, 2012 maybe?
Sep 2013 · 911
-untitled-
Chris T Sep 2013
Daughter of Lilith,
    Night haired succubus,
   On weakened knees and
    ***** like stupor
     You've left me fallen,
         Seductive caller
      By smiling howls, led
     Towards highest cliff
    Where trees bend in peak
   Agony and King
     reins the dark and rot,
        Amnesia strikes stiff
          The bled mind and eyes,
     And somewhere above
  Lay the physical
    Figure of some fool
       I once knew, once was,
          Wasted on the streets,
      Empty, discarded,
    A cold useless shell,
Lightning rang and lit,
     And down spiraling
   Through the nothing, down,
        Into arms of fiend.
O.K. I tried writing a poem on the style and topics that I used to do when I began writing some many moons ago; this is what appeared. It's not that great but it certainly takes me back to the old days and so here...
Secondly, as you can see, it wears no title,
It needs one and I meed your help with that.
Care to suggest something? Thanks and enjoy some shittyness.
Sep 2013 · 2.8k
Wilted Flower Child
Chris T Sep 2013
You took a ride
From a stranger
Driving a flower child van
And you never came back,
Lost in dead dreams,
Long gone ideals,
Wearing a
Psychedelic trip for a shirt
And dirt rubbed jeans teared knee to knee,
The wind blowing
And the radio playing some Dylan song,
Screaming and laughing,
The days were sand castles
On a beach being blown and
Losing shape, back to single grains,
And you promised that you'd never go back
But someplace in the back of your mind
You admitted to yourself that things
Like this, of smiles and bright eyes,
Never last, never last,
But that didn't stop you
And the highway stretched
And the clock ticked ticked
And the seconds were minutes
And the minutes hours,
A paper tablet for every normal thought
Worked like magic, medicine for the spirit,
Just like those that came before you,
All those people that smiled once,
Refusing to get behind a cubicle,
Refusing to wear a suit,
Refusing to get old,
You rode that van to the edge
(Of civilization) and watched the sun
Settle down up close, face to face,
And some time in between
It all stopped
And you were
Ancient history,
The psychedelic shirt lay in a chest,
The jeans in the back of a garbage truck,
The radio stopped playing Dylan,
The wind stopped blowing,
The castles were a hill of sand again,
Nobody screamed, nobody laughed,
you can try to run
But time always gets you,
No amount of pink and green tablets
Will save you
And peace will be but a teenage dream,
And the you that never came back
Did not come back,
But not because the van kept driving,
But because the van broke down forever,
Nothing lasts forever, nothing,
Especially you.
2013. New one. i liked it. It may have a few errors, i'm not sure, haven't edited yet.
Sep 2013 · 2.5k
Rebelling without a cause
Chris T Sep 2013
I once went to a poetry reading
At a café shop in old San Juan.
A tuesday night i believe,
The tourists, like cattle,
Down their cruise ship ramps,
And into the cobblestone streets;
White, bloated stomachs, burnt skin,
In their sandals and Hawaiian shirts,
Or sandals and short skirts, short pants,
Invaded the capital city streets.
The sun was setting.
They were still out and hungry for more
As tourists are for sights, and they'd stop
In the plazas where the pigeons play,
And they'd yell to their misbehaving kids,
And to "look at that!" at their uninterested teens
Who text and text and chew gum non-stop.
So there it was, the café, a quaint little place,
With coffee and pastries fresh and a shop
On the side specializing in art and poetry objects,
And a in the back a space with a set tiny stage
Where poets come and bard and have a drink
And discuss their affairs in the most
Pretentious way that is only possible to
Be achieved by poets, that air of superiority.
A man in a beret and a black shirt and jeans
Was the first to go and he read about
The flowers and the rivers and the beauty
Of this, our land, in a way that wasn't true,
In a poetic way, and then after applause
Another went on, wine red hoodie, jeans,
Young and unkempt and he read about
The Americans and their imperial ways
And about patriotism and independence
And dreams that us young kids feel,
The need to rebel against our oppressors
Because our spirits have not been beaten yet
By the disappointments reached through a
Lifetime of political wrath and corruption
And propaganda and all sorts of things,
The young poet received a great ovation,
Writers here have strong spirits and
Even the elder ones still believe in the cause.
Some Americans, a few europeans
(a Spanish couple and a ****** face German),
Had gone in the shop, probably for a drink
But stayed for the poetry, and they stood,
With uneasy faces that, even if they didn't
Understand the words, they felt
The vibrations of their meaning,
And it was wonderful, and i was glad,
Know the truth and that the cause isn't dead,
It simply crawls in backs of shops,
It hangs with the young people,
And one day it'll explode,
One day the people will awaken
And get rid of these demons.
This time a poetess came up,
And she read in English a rhyme;
While she gave her show some teenagers
And their parents, Americans,
Texans by their accents, began talking,
Interrupting the reading, and the blonde
Woman reading the poem stopped and struggled,
Until at last she said "be quiet, gringos."
In a voice that was strangely soothing,
And the americans scoffed and silent they were,
And she finished her reading and got off the stage
And sat her purple t-shirt, skirt, dressed self
Near the people she'd just told to settle down,
Grinning. I don't remember what her poem was about,
I only remember her action, it was one
That served as reminder to everyone there
That this is our land and not theirs, that we make the rules
And the outsiders should be the ones respecting them,
Not the other way around, that the fight should continue.
I left the cool café and walked into the humid streets,
The moon above San Juan and the bay,
And El Morro
And La Perla
And Capitolio
And the bums and the dogs and cats
and the tourists and all of us;
The proud city, centuries old, that holds a prison
Were our poets and our fighters  and thinkers
were once held,
And i thought: The dream is still alive.
Alright, so i wrote this one when i was about 16 so... yea, not too good. I'm posting it cause i found it and thought it was sorta cool. Again, thoughts of a 16 year old. Things have changed. The ideal is the same but slightly different way of going on about it.
Aug 2013 · 636
Above in the mountains
Chris T Aug 2013
The fog was thick that morning
The forest wept in silence

We walked towards the kitchens
The smell of food struck the air

Footsteps marched ******* the stairs
Echoing down the green mountain

The metal tables were set
At the end of the hall, ghosts

Pouring the meals on chrome trays
Hungrily we hurried, lined

Each receiving their own
Then we sat, ate, on metal

Not one word was spoken, quiet
It was cold, not one complain

Food finished, the ghosts came back
Carrying off the gleaming plates

It was only us, alone
Once again, we stood and left

Through the doors, down the stone steps
The forest fog swallowed us
Yeah... 2013. Enjoy.
I need to edit it a bit.
Chris T Aug 2013
I sat looking at the street
At the people walk by
Drive by in their cars
Faces blurry as they'd pass
In thought lost i was
Thinking about me
Thinking about all
About the future
About the past
The wasted opportunities
And all the regrets
The smiles
The tears
The broken hearts
The feeling of love
The failures
The successes
The roads chosen
The roads neglected
What would have happened
Would things be different
Would things be better
Would things be worse
Have i done things right
Have i done things wrong
Where am i now
Where shall i go
Looking at the street
From the window in my room
At the people walking or driving by
They became blurs
And in thought lost i was
2013. Fresh outta the oven. Not sure about the name. Any suggestions? And also enjoy...
Aug 2013 · 737
The coward
Chris T Aug 2013
There once was
A coward
Who lived in
Hiding from
Others but
Not because
He wanted
To but that
He was scared
To open
Up the doors
Of outside
And be a
Part of the
World that slept
But how he
Wept longing
For outside
And contact
And for friends
But he couldn't
Do it and
Every
Time he was
Sure convinced
That he would
Do it and
Go outside
The fear crept
Near him forced
Him to stay
Inside closed
Doors shaded
Windows dark
And he cried
And he cried
Because he
Couldn't do it
And it was
So very
Cold inside
Warmth remained
Out of his
Arm stretched reach
He was but
A coward
I found this while looking through my old notebook. I'm not sure when it's from. I thought I'd share it even if it isn't very good. It's sorta personal to me. I don't know. Enjoy.
Aug 2013 · 507
Like a horror movie (10w)
Chris T Aug 2013
Life is a slasher flick
           And time is the killer.
Random thoughts that I'm lucky enough to get in verse form. Thanks toHot Pockets for this idea. 2013.
Aug 2013 · 353
You never said thank you
Chris T Aug 2013
To coffee
For all the work
It has done
For you all those
Mornings when
You had to get
Up and drive
To that job you
Know you hate
And it kept you
Awake and
Not dead so you
Should tell it
"Coffee, Thank you."
2012 poem.
Chris T Aug 2013
Diner
Hidden
In a cloud of
Blue nicotine
Sits near
Our home
Serving up grease
Burgers and fries
To men
Women
Gripped by
broken hearts
Bad luck
And rain
The cook, waiters,
Stare at the food
Mad eyes
Wishing
For some change that
Will never come
Through those
Yellow
Doors the newly
Dead men, women,
Walk in
Ready
To order fries
And burgers, shakes,
Diner
Opened
Forever so
Take your good time
Uh... Hey, it's something.
(2013)
Aug 2013 · 773
Up for adoption
Chris T Aug 2013
They're are terrible creatures,
Smart, vicious,
And we're weak for em,
All of us,
We can deny it
All we wish
But they own us,
We're like dogs to them,
Following them,
Wagging our tails
For a smile or
Some dumb scratch
Behind the ears,
And god
How stupid we're,
Blind to our
Petite owners,
And they'll use us
And they'll beat us
And they'll rip our dog hearts out
And show em to us
And we'll still wag our tails for em,
Stalk em through the house with hopeful eyes,
Boy you know it's true,
Right now I'm ownerless,
Been so forever
And I've seen my friends get adopted
From the pound and
The look of em
All proud and parading
Em around the place like
"Guys look at me! Look!
Don't you wish you had this?"
And hell yes I do,
I hate to admit it
But it gets sad,
This ain't no good life for a dog,
I want one,
A owner,
I don't care
Whether she's
Vicious or not,
I don't care if I wag my tail
And later on
She leaves me on the streets,
Must feel good to be owned
By those terrible creatures.
Early 2013
Aug 2013 · 681
Inked surface of your mouth
Chris T Aug 2013
You're mad like a poet
Screaming at the world
At the top of your
Coal powdered lungs and
Mouth painted blood red
As if trying to yell
"Listen! Listen up!
Listen to me now!
I've got many things
To say! Many things!"
But they ignore you
And your late sleepless
Nights on a desk, ink
Dragging down your arm,
Spread up on papers
And decorating
The room in crumpled
Piles of lined papers,
Are wasted away.
It's sad, little friend,
And I wish you best
And not the poets fate,
And the cancerous days
That come with such things.
Live a life that's not
The poets and scream like
Anybody else
Just not him, not her.
Eh... I had to write something.
Chris T Aug 2013
Let's be like dogs,
Stupid happy,
Wagging our tails
At every little thing,
No thoughts or worries
About being or going,
And when that flea begins to bite
Well, we'll just lie and scratch
On the old mans porch
As the sun goes out,
******* it,
Dogs really have it easy,
Let's be like dogs,
Just eating and chasing
Tails and ******* carefree,
And sleeping,
I hate dogs,
I hate em because
They just have it better
But they're too stupid to know it.
Let's be like dogs.
2011 Poem, I really like dogs though, dogs, cats, both, but I hate em because of that little fact in the poem.
Aug 2013 · 596
Almanacs lost
Chris T Aug 2013
Piles of books on books
Yellowing pages
That smell of rot and decay,
That's what we're,
Just books
On shelves,
On floors,
Piling one over the other,
Rotting,
Decaying away,
Our stories either read
Or lost forever
in the library piles,
That smell,
You're old and dusty
Before you notice
And that children's book
Has turned into some
Shakespeare tragedy ****
Except nobody remembers you,
You won't bore teenagers in school,
Tell me:
Are you read?
2010 poem
Chris T Jul 2013
You're made
You're born
You learn to walk
You learn to talk
You go to school
You slowly grow
You cry teenage years away
You graduate
You go to college
You get a degree
You get a job you hate
You meet someone
You get married
You slowly begin to hate her
You have kids
They grow
You grow older
You lose your hair
You hate her even more
You work that job
Your kids leave
Becoming a part of the cycle
You retire
You become angrier
More bitter
Sadder
Your kids are disappointments
You get grandkids
You become frailer
You die
Where did the time go?
What happened to dreams?
What a crazy show!
Get me off this ride!
I don't want to be a part of it!
This vicious cycle of life!
2010 poem
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