Chloe London: Poems

Dec 2012 · 550

The Beach

Chloe London Dec 2012

Like sand
he is slipping through my fingers,
Like water
he is slowly drifting away,
Like the shells
he is simply beautiful,
Like a boat
feel free to sail away...

Dec 2012 · 1.5k

Unconditional Love

Chloe London Dec 2012

Unconditional Love

I love you.
Body,
Mind,
Heart,
And soul.

Simple:)

Dec 2012 · 536

Best of Me

Chloe London Dec 2012

Best of Me

I'm sat here with no where else to go,
Burying my head in my hands due to sorrow,
The rhythm of my heart beat begins to tremble,
The love and passion in myself you resemble,

When we're sat there with our hands clasped together,
I hear your soul whispering "ill stay with you forever"
But now I feel like you're slipping through my hands, I just know,
I have a feeling, telling me - telling me you've got to go,

I shake the feeling off and brush away the thought,
The feeling of you breaking away leaves me distraught,
The constant voice in my head telling me to break,
I say to myself no, no you've got to be strong, the risk - you must take,

But now I understand the voices in my mind,
I am in love with this man,forever we are entwined,
I know that now, together we will stay as one,
But one more mistake and I know you will be gone.

Literally just wrote this. Thank-you to my inspiration, you know who you are:)

Dec 2012 · 1.2k

Oh What Would I Do Without You. - Dad

Chloe London Dec 2012

Oh What Would I Do Without You. - Dad

To daddy, I was a baby,first held in my mothers arms... Well they saved the best till last.
My father, you, my protector.
You're my back bone, my heart, my soul, my favourite person in the world.
My only source of strength, my core.
You're the reason I come home from school and smile, the reason I wake up wanting to start the day.
Knowing someone like you is in my life makes my day so much happier so much more bright and vibrant.
You make my winters feel like summers, Friday 13th feel like Christmas.
There is no need for Christmas when you're around, you alone brings joy,happiness and a gift... Yourself.

Whenever I have a problem or if I'm upset, you're the first person to be concerned, the first person willing the do anything for my happiness.
I think you're absolutely incredible and there's no one else in the world I'd rather have to be my dad, you're perfectly fit for the role.
With your slight temper and stressful ways, you manage to get your way through life without any worries and things that get you down.
On your bad days I just want you to sit and remember that no matter what happens,I will love you and I will care for you till the day I die.

Even with your childish jokes and playful ways I can still see through that immature wall and I see all the way to your caring and mature side, the side that is always there, the side you need to be a father. Thoughtful but caring, protective but gentle.
I just wanted you to know how much you mean to me and I don't know what I'd without you,
I'd be destroyed without you, you're my everything dad.
I love you

Again, just a write up:)

Dec 2012 · 508

I'm Yours

Chloe London Dec 2012

I'm Yours

Fingers interlocked,
My eyes staring into his,like he was my prey and i was ready to pounce,
My fingers getting lost through his blonde,curly locks,
I pressed my lips onto his chest,
The smell of his skin was sweet,it was so soft,it was glowing.
He was mine.

He placed his hand on my cheek as i lay virtually lifeless,
He begins to lean closer,
His tender,delicate lips press onto mine,
Fireworks started to sparkle and instantly shoot their way up my body,
Causing me to move away from his lips and gradually build up a sweet smile,
I was in love.
He smiled back,causing my heart to pound out of my weak chest...

A gunshot.

My eyes shot out as i darted them straight to my unconscious lover,
He lay there,
Arms positioned lightly over my waist,
Head resting on my shoulder,
There was no heartbeat,
I shook him,
"Baby,stay with me"

It was too late.

His last words?
"I'm yours."

Let me know what you think:)

Dec 2012 · 2.5k

The Incredible Things You Do - You Amaze Me. - Mam

Chloe London Dec 2012

The Incredible Things You Do - You Amaze Me. - Mam

It all started when I was a baby,when I was nothing but a skeleton waiting to be filled with knowledge,love and care. And that's when I met you, you were the first person I set my tiny blue eyes onto. The most amazing person I will ever meet, and the first. Now that I'm almost filled with that knowledge,love and care I've came to realise that you're not only a mother but a friend, a best friend, someone I can always turn to when I am worried or lost in a problem. Or even if I just want a hug or someone to tell my they love me. You're there, you're my number 1. I love the fact that no matter how hard your day has been you always have time to listen, you always have time to be a mother - and a pretty good one at best.
I love the way you're always jolly and even on the occasion that you're not, you still have that happy expression and put all of your worries behind you to show that you're okay and it's amazing that you can wear a mask and throw all of your worries and fears behind it, to put on a brave face for me. Without you I would be miserable, without a mother I would be lost, without someone like you I don't know where I'd be now. I know we've had our bumps in the road but what's a mother-daughter relationship if we don't, right?:)
...without those bumps we wouldn't be where we are now, especially you, without that baby bump I wouldn't be here.
I just wanted you to know that no matter what happens I will always love you and there is nobody else I'd rather have to be my mother, even if I could choose, something would drive me to you. You're an amazing woman and I just wanted to let you know how incredible you are. You amaze me,seriously, you're the greatest role model in the world:) you're so beautiful and smart and wise and I couldn't ask for a better person to be in my life. Once again, I love you and I hope you forgive me for all the bad things I've did to damage the trust,bond and love between us, because there is nothing worse than a broken trust and a broken mother-daughter relationship. I don't know what I'd do without you. By the way, you're stunning and I never want you to change, stay smiley mam:3 you're the best!

Love,
Chloe x

Not much of a poem, more of a write up for a loved one

Dec 2012 · 547

Something Inside So Strong

Chloe London Dec 2012

Something Inside So Strong

There's a thing inside of me,
Something I can't describe,
It's like a monster.

It makes me feel as though I'm going to throw up,
My stomach knots and my heart begins to travel up,
Until it meets my mouth,
I feel Ill with jealousy and disquieted feelings.

I hate this girl so much,
But my question is why?
She causes me no harm,no hurt feelings...

Why does she make me so angry?

Her face, it brings a hidden treasure trove of sadness,
The key to the lock remains impossible to open,
The only way to enter would to destroy this wall of hatred.

But how?

Dec 2012 · 450

Happiness

Chloe London Dec 2012

Happiness

I like his hands. I like putting mine against his as we gasp at how much bigger his fingers are than mine. I like it when we play wrestle,and his fingers wrap around mine.

I like his hair. I like to run my fingers through it and play with it. I like it when he leans against me and the smell of his hair sinks into my clothes and I feel like he's a part of me.

I like his eyes. They're deep blue, with flecks of gold that show up in the sunlight.
I like the way they crease when he laughs and light up like a thousand stars when he smiles,and the cute smile lines that soften up his firm looking jawline.

I like his smile too,and his laugh. He sometimes let's out a small chuckle,other times laughs out so hard that hardly no sound comes out. And all the while he's smiling that gorgeous smile,and when it's directed to me, I can't help but go weak at the knees.

:)

Dec 2012 · 1.2k

The Betrayal - A Backstabber

Chloe London Dec 2012

The Betrayal - A Backstabber

This little thing hanging on a wall,
Much more than just a thing,
It holds more memory's than a brain ever could,
Every time I look at it, floods of tears it would bring.

This little thing hanging on a wall,
Square
Brown
Used to be rectangular, standing tall.

This little thing on a wall,
That thing standing tall,
Was once a mirror staring at my back,
Every time she looked at it, it would crack.

This little thing on a wall,
I smashed and chopped
And cut it down,
The only emotion it brings to my face now is a frown.

Now this little thing on a wall,
Is now a broken picture frame,
Not a mirror,
Not a memory,
Not any little thing at all - It's a real big shame...

Dec 2012 · 607

Baby I'm Sorry

Chloe London Dec 2012

Baby I'm Sorry

It's the next day and I'm feeling sick with guilt,
It happened and there's nothing I can do about it,
I hurt the most amazing man in my life,the love of my life,
He can't eat ,
He can't sleep,
He tells me he's hurt but he loves me,

I want him to hurt me back.

I sit there and try to make myself upset,
Try to harm myself mentally,
What I done was wrong,
I need a punishment...
A big one.

I want him to cheat on me.

"Do it", I tell him,
"I want you to make me feel the pain you did,
Just once.
I want to feel hurt just like you did,
Make me suffer,
Do it and I can move on."

I want him to make me feel worthless.

"I'm a lying cheat,
And there's nothing I can do about it,
And it kills me,
People say...
'Once a cheat,always a cheat.'
But I know that's not the case."

Baby, I'm sorry.

"I'm sorry,it's all that I can say,you mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done if I could
Start again,I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me."

Dec 2012 · 514

A Love Story

Chloe London Dec 2012

A Love Story

My feelings for you started when i first saw you. From day one I wanted you to be mine. Whenever I'm with you, my heart wont stop beating so fast. You are my FIRST love.

Because of the way you make me feel. Because no one has ever been so special to me before. Because you'll truely never understand the way I feel about you. Because just seeing you, makes me the happiest girl alive. Because you got that girl you've been trying to get. Because there are so many signs that show us that were made for eachother. Because i can't get over the fact that you're mine. Because I gave up alot to be with you and it was worth it. Because of your smile, personality, laugh, your eyes, your nose — you're literally the definition of the perfect person. You make me laugh all the time when i just want to cry. You make me feel like i'm on top of the world

I love how you're here for me, but most importantly I love the fact that you made me fall deeply in love with you at such a young age, were not meant to know what love is or experince it yet but i have with you. You make me feel like noone even can. I love you baby

Thank you for giving me the most precious opportunity.

A write up of emotions :)

Dec 2012 · 792

Forever And Ever Baby

Chloe London Dec 2012

Forever And Ever Baby

The sweet silence of the suddenly subtle atmosphere steadies my heartbeat,
The tender muscle of his heart beats into the cup of my left hand as I lay next to him,
His Eyes, glassy and calm,
His Hair, tousled and soft,

The heavenly smell of his sultry scent begins to drift under my nose,
Causing my eyes to spring open,
and look deep into his beautiful ocean blue eyes,
Then, parting my lips slightly, I lean in towards him,
yielding to the soft strength of his kiss, that is engulfing me,
gaining in strength until i find myself wrapped up in him,
body,
heart,
and soul.

Leaving his luscious lips,
We both lay slouched down against the headboard of my brown leather bed,
My head on his shoulder,
wrapped in to his arms,
Both of our hands clasped together,
"This man means the world to me", I repeat in my head over and over,

He takes one small gaze at me,
Before he can say one thing,
I begin to speak the words...
"I love you... forever and ever baby."

Dec 2012 · 599

Mental Murder

Chloe London Dec 2012

Mental ******

The relief of her retrieving pain and anger...
The reason to my existence is much clearer now,
Throwing sadness into her life gives me happiness and pleasure,
Everyone believes her story,
My side is cremating into dust,
My acceptance of it all is at it's peak.

Now the constant feeling of throbbing sensations launch themselves into my heart
... like a million punches.
Every punch digs a little further,
Deeper,deeper,
The full, flowing feeling of guilt floods in and drowns me,
Blood.
Why did i do it?
I am not the same, I am not the same.

This was my first poem,not very detailed or clear but I'm my opinion it's deep and effective. Let me know what you think! :)

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