You were a secret failure
Drugs and needles
You ******* betrayed
Veins that swallowed who you were
I was to drunk to help
Feeling shamed
Secluded in this gigantic earth
With not a single soul
Ghostly whispers start to speak
Dreams drifting in and out
Flaming dust in my ears
Getting blitzed for fun,  doing candy flips
Flowers in my hair
Covering my eyes with feathers
I can't see
The death should of been me

As a tree has ripened  inside me
Twigs of fatigue
That are soulless
Raw and released
My hands are oppressed
My reasoning is heavy
I'm aware that I'm,  ready to succumb

Pieces of lungs
Raging into hollow waves
The sand raining down
Wishes on the forsaken blue lips
The journey into deaths door
I just want to see it all fade away

Substance free
Regretfully gazed at the galaxies
Rebel raised
Rejected promises
A flawless fight spun
Patterns painting in my throat
Departing at midnight to help with  god's thoughts
With glacial , temple moons
Mentally splattered  
Chemically misplaced
Split apart chest
I no longer exist

The city lights cried
The bridges were beaten and bare
Rocks cast adrift
Fragments inside the concrete forced me to breathe
I frequently disdained the soul of my death
The lips of ink scraping my day

As the contour of the sun reflects from the windowpane
The layers  of the sea burned
Death in a jar
Distracted and bruised
As the whiskey smoke invades my space
Hands trembling on the glass
This dull fabric of my soul is smudged
With lacerations of my past

Angels wandering alone
Confined to the depths of the earth
Suffering in silence
As the kingdom begins to roar
Believing in goodness even when the waves loss control
Eternally he is our gift

Bare butterflies falling
The sweetness  of the swirled graffiti
Magnolias upon  my cheek
A calm nest  painted with a kiss
Peace believed in the seeds
Keeping me safe

A gentle song sleeps in the air
This mind of sorrow depletes me here
Hundreds of kisses with misty eyes
Footsteps into the holy grounds
On the wings of mothers and daughters
I want to swoop down and free you
Filling my lungs with air for you to breathe

An angel in the stomach of poetry
Eating  the spirit that makes me bleed  
Betrayed lips that force me to drink
Blinded hands deprived of touch
The distance of my creed

Stains of the drifting stars
A burrow of flesh
As my funeral fingers exhale ashes
Jumping that mortal rope
As my flaws twist and burn
Silhouettes erupt
I see a window of clouds
The simple shape of fear
Spiraling in the smoke
I see my own demise