The raw sunlight pounding on my neck
Throbbing air, painfully cloudy
Wooden lips that rip my tongue
Hands that grain pieces of deception
Clattering roots, with pounding bones
Polluted words giving me blisters in my head
A blind stillness,  captured me
Portions of creations, harboring hate
Callous and raw fists fluttering
Eyes trembling into my skull
With a sadness that I shall not have at all

Frost carved a harmonious poem among the trees
As withering driftwood, thirsts for color
The petals weep with ink
Dank obscured whirlwinds that wish to stay
In fields of everlasting growth
I would disentangle my reasoning

Submissiveness and somber
Passions to high
Intolerable sobriety
Inhaling razors at 3 am
Graceful drunk, worthless
Shattered with enslavement
Starving for a bottle of you
Wishing for a fairy-tale life

Submissiveness and somber
Passions to high
Intolerable sobriety
Inhaling razors at 3 am
Graceful drunk, worthless
Shattered with enslavement
Starving for a bottle of you
Wishing for a fairy-tale life

In the paper peak is a hidden monster
Speaking forlorn  shadows of the past
Grace at a distance , following high expectations
As animosity heaped into the depths of me
Seduction flared  in the stomach of an angel
A spiteful swim oppressed in my throat
As the red breasted birds, set  the paths that feed hate

I'm painted with anguish
As the death of my heart appears
Peace is not my home

Outstretched trees connecting to the roots of the sky
Ashen wind lingering in the distance
An endless supply of illness
As a deathly barrier subsides
Reaching for the blossoming space
As my despair makes the raindrops drown
Surrendering as I collide into release

I shutter as I pray
To the glorious god
Shattered and startled, my beloved is gone
As the mourners throbbed with internal pain
The sun shined that day
But all I saw was black
****** and burned is how you were found
I pleaded and wailed into the air
That is the moment my heart split
All my dreams unraveled that day
As I lay awake at night
I see your arctic shimmering eyes
Your radiant skin against mine
I untangle you in my sleep but the sorrow doesn't ease
Angels I ask of you to embrace my treasured
I will never see what my son looked like
Did he have mommy's eyes?
Or my nose?
As I taste the solitude I can't help but wonder what might have been

A careful disappearance
Vulnerable with exposure
A transparent life , shattered and wrong
Drifting and writing thoughts
Releasing doubts , shouting the uncertainties  out

Tangled grass dangles with desire
Embracing the clarity that is mine
As my nightdress is arousing the wind
Spilling the clouds making love
Gentle hips fevered with a kiss
Fleshy skin circles untie the truth
A sacred river that gives peace
Ancient fertile seeds blossoming the spirit
The limbs of life survive